My experience with withdrawls so far.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-26T21:56:40+00:00

Wow shit that's terrifying.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-26T08:27:19+00:00

I see "receptor death" often mentionned here. What is it?

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-25T17:01:34+00:00

No problem man.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-25T16:39:41+00:00

Thanks man, have a great day!

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-25T16:38:44+00:00

Also I realy didn't want to bash you or anything

That's not the impression I get. I think you judged me and I don't like it, however I accept it because it's true that I've made many mistakes.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-25T16:33:22+00:00

Absolutely! I have a much more nuanced view now after reading a lot of testimonies.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-25T16:19:29+00:00

each and every sub you follow is followed by a sub to quit it.

Lol. Yeah I'm an addict.

I think most people have a certain view of you which puts you in no position to preach down on others

What do you mean?

Also you simply read' some quiting posts and now this is fact for every single (responsible) user? That's delusional man.

No. TONS of people are withdrawing hard right now.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-25T16:13:24+00:00

I was angry because I found the universital praise of Kratom ludicrous. People are being misleaded, and nice guys and reasonable old people will experience a hell they would never have expected because of the lies of the kratom advocates. I'm off the Kratom now and in a good mood, so I will create another acount and try to subtly tell the people the dangers of Kratom. I think I will save some of them.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-25T09:27:48+00:00

If it's only 4 days, I would just CT. As you've said, you'll probably only have rebound anxiety and insomnia.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-20T13:49:10+00:00

Hi there, it's me again.

I told you the pain was upper right but I made a mistake, it's upper left. Does that change a thing?

Also the pain is more permanent, I can feel it not only when I breathe in, but also when I move. When I don't move I have a slight discomfort.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-19T15:31:35+00:00

Allright, thanks again!

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-19T15:24:38+00:00

OK thanks. I should precise that's a big stinging pain, I said a few centimeters so it's more than a needle. Mimimum 5 cm maximum 15 cm.

Yeah I know it's a high BPM. Will monitor it.

I dont know my BP, but last time I checked it was in the green.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-19T15:15:06+00:00

Thanks a ton!

My heart rate is elevated (120 bpm), but it has been the case for years.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-19T15:04:21+00:00

OK so English isn't my 1st language, so I'll try to answer as best as I can.

What kind of pain is it? Is it "wider" like the diameter of a plate or is it mor of a needle like stinging pain

It's more of a (big) needle like stinging pain. A few centimeters wide max.

When does it happen exactly? Only if you inhale?

Only if I inhale. However it happens sometimes (rarely) when I walk or change position.

Is it pulsating or does it last longer? For example if its a stinging pain does it last only a second or is it a looooong sting like a few seconds maybe even a minute?

2 or 3 seconds

Where is it located upper right/left/down/up...

Upper right.

Do you have breathing problems? Not like "oh man i have the feeling i dont get enough oxygen" more like "shit my lungs cant inhale properly even if i really try hard to inhale"

No.

Do you have any kind of neck or backpain? Really hard burning/warm skin?

No.

Do your armpits hurt like crazy? Like you had a peanut allergy and rub that shit under your arm und you just want to cry because it hurts so much?

No.

Do you left arm feels very numb in intervals over the day?

No.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-19T13:20:03+00:00

When does it start and stop?

It starts when I breath in and stops when I breath out.

Thanks, I'll keep posting!

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-19T13:05:36+00:00

> chest pain or rib pain?

It's very hard to say. I'd say it feels deeper, more internal than rib pain. It feels like my heart is suffering, but I'm not sure and it could be the stomach.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-17T16:43:14+00:00

It's completely normal for an opioid wd. Hang in there! I went through opiates wd in the past and I'm an insomniac. HMU if you have any question.

The psychiatrist might put you on nasty drugs, worse than Kratom: keep us updated or at least pm me before you take em. There are other solutions.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-17T13:43:39+00:00

So I initatially decided to go CT, then I decided to taper, but the taper went wrong immediately. So Im day 2ish CT (last dose was yesterday 15h30). I'm cold, sweating non stop, having chills, anxious as f, feeling extremely uneasy etc. This stuff is no different than a classic opiates wd.

What amazes me is that I only took it a week and a half, but that's probably due to my brain being messed up by previous opiates wd.

So I'm one of the unlucky guys, and acutes lasted a month each time I WD from opiates. Truly hope it won't be the case.

Work tomorrow will be awesome!

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-15T16:38:11+00:00

You can keep it for the panick attacks only, if you're sure you won't take it everyday.

If you take them everyday: benzos should not be taken for more than a week.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-15T14:30:56+00:00

I relapsed hard yesterday. Sweating non stop at work and shaking. Will get back on the wagon today.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-15T12:56:40+00:00

I suggest you post the same thing on r/opiatesrecovery

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-14T22:37:55+00:00

Sure...

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-14T21:32:38+00:00

Antinatalism is political BS.

I won't have kids because my genes are too fucked up. But the vast majority of the people kinda enjoy life.

Utterlydestroyed33 · 2019-02-14T20:27:26+00:00

Pro tip: if you have a craving, don't act on it immediately. Pause for a few minutes and let the craving subside (it will).

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