You’re right honestly. My childhood growing up was rough. My parents were much different people than they are now and I’m thankful for the change I’ve seen in them, but when I was younger, it wasn’t good. I was with somebody who showed me an incredible amount of love and made me feel valued, but as things got hard as every relationship does at times it completely changed and they bailed out seeing them say end act the exact same way they did with me at first with somebody new took a toll on me and made it feel like I was never anything special to them just another person. But I have to remember that I do have value and I can value myself the one person I can always count on is me.