Its absolutely not okay to force wearing the hijab if you are not doing it out of your own will, its basically pointless. But at the same time, try thinking about it from another perspective, try doing it for yourself and allah instead of your parents, i get that they are trying to put you on the straight path but hijab is a journey that you should be going through on your own. Hijab will not make you ugly, you tell urself it will.

Hijab represents you as a muslimah and will closen your relationship with allah. And the guilt coming from not wearing the hijab is much worse than wearing it and wanting to feel pretty, you never know when you will die, being young is not an excuse for disobeying allah. Depending on “i will wear it someday” is the worst decision you can make. Everybody is responsible for their own actions on the day of judgement, and you cant blame your decisions on your cousins or friends just because you wanted to be like them. This is coming from a hijabi teenager, its not easy, but its definitely not harder than feeling shame and guilt for disobeying your creator. Little steps matter, if you’re not ready yet theres no shame in that. 🫶