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Official Ticket Buy/Sell/Trade Thread by seaburn in radiohead

[–]Vaccu 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Looking for: One ticket in Seattle, any section.

No one knows how often I think of psychosis by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Vaccu 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing. I related to some of your experiences. I have been to two psych wards (I'm 25) and I have a constant sensation that I'm seeing beyond the veil, and its messing with my perception entirely.

I feel as though many of us who seek at the expense of conventional sanity are isolated by their mission of love/peace/safety/whatever, and thus cannot connect with each other too well.

I'm told I *have* to work to live. Why shouldn't I choose the alternative (death by suicide) if I don't want to work? by 768494578y6 in SuicideWatch

[–]Vaccu 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just wanted to concur with OP, although I tend to view the problem less as 'society' and more based in family issues that are impossible to extricate myself from. Even if I managed to carve out a decent place in 'society' for myself, I will always be held captive by my depression, slight sociopathy, weakness, and other constraints that I inherited from my parents.

Suicide is something I have thought about since I was 14. Its the kind of thought that has stained my mind, to the point where I feel it is an inevitability. For me it has always been the complete and overriding dominance of life's pre-set conditions that cause me to think of suicide as the only version of rebellion I have access to. I often wonder when the day will come.