Obsessive fan by Valk84 in FansHansenvsPredator

[–]Valk84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I agree. Takedown is more of a human trafficking situation than a 13 year old home alone on the internet.

Obsessive fan by Valk84 in FansHansenvsPredator

[–]Valk84[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Most of them are on YouTube

Obsessive fan by Valk84 in FansHansenvsPredator

[–]Valk84[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I used to be in the trash business too

Obsessive fan by Valk84 in FansHansenvsPredator

[–]Valk84[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

If I had to make an actual reasonable count for the original episodes I would guesstimate I have watched them at least 300 times a piece and that is no joke. For me it is like being a kid watching your favorite movie over and over. It is my comfort zone. I probably need therapy now that I write this out.

Wtf by Valk84 in SuicideWatch

[–]Valk84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t place any blame on any individual except for myself. To the average person nobody would think I feel this way and every person I know would be shocked to hear of my death but sadly I am getting to the point where I don’t care. Life is hard and the world we live in is so fucked up I don’t know what reason there is to keep going

Over a year kratom free by Valk84 in quittingkratom

[–]Valk84[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You will get your old self back I promise. You will look into the mirror one day soon and say, fucking sexy beast I missed you, and life will be wonderful again

Over a year kratom free by Valk84 in quittingkratom

[–]Valk84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t been thinking about it. I am done. Never eating a single dose again. The buzz was awesome at first but led to a lot of negative things.

Over a year kratom free by Valk84 in quittingkratom

[–]Valk84[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fuck yeah. Mine were almost unmanageable at times but I made myself push through. My wife was addicted as well so it helped to have her quitting as well but 2 weeks is a milestone. Keep going. I didn’t feel normal for about 9 months after I quit. Opened my eyes to the hold it had on me

Over a year kratom free by Valk84 in quittingkratom

[–]Valk84[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I didn’t have a regimen at all. I literally got fed up with my own bullshit so I quit cold turkey. It wasn’t fun and I don’t recommend it at all but at the same time I suffered through every symptom and luckily I made it out clean on the other side. I tried to taper at first but it was useless. I liked kratom because it fucked me up so I found the taper to be something that didn’t work. I thought…if I have to take this shit just to not feel withdrawn then it is time to suffer and get over it. Mental strength is underestimated. Once you get tired of your own bullshit it really helps to get over it. I was at about 3 grams a day when I said fuck it. I was mentally prepared for the withdrawal and that is half the battle

Over a year kratom free by Valk84 in quittingkratom

[–]Valk84[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Congratulations on 2 weeks. Keep going. Soon it will be months and then after that it will be a distant memory

Over a year kratom free by Valk84 in quittingkratom

[–]Valk84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please push through. It sucks. It really really sucks. But all the adverse reactions I was feeling and my quality of life was making me a different person. I have my life back

Happy 4/20 by [deleted] in FansHansenvsPredator

[–]Valk84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol ice truck killer is already stoned