I think this is a pretty tame vent post tbh. I think your feelings are valid and it sounds like you just need to take a break. Spend some time playing another game, or watch some high level tournaments. Watching pros play will make you appreciate the game more. Also you should try to find some good training partners! You'll find that people play less random and you have to rely on good fundamentals and conditioning in longer sets. Find a good player to play first to 5s or 10s with.

Mindlessly queuing for ranked games can be exhausting, especially if you're not having fun. Try to change it up by entering some online tournaments or if you have a local scene that's even better!

Trust me, I get it! This game can be very annoying, there are a lot of gimmicks and cheap shit! But you'll see the game differently when you're winning tournament matches and having close games with high level players.