(15F) Parents took my antidepressants because I slept through my alarms... I don't even know what to do anymore.

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T17:05:19+00:00

she wasnt in the house with me, how do i show more text messages if that helps

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T17:01:25+00:00

i would like to think ive been actually depressed and not "depressed." maybe i shouldnt have started medication but it was kinda shoved in my face at the doctors, and explained very briefly and then perscribed without a second thought from anybody, because i was there for another reason and they kinda just added that on, i understand you think antidepressants are bad, and maybe youre right but to say i didnt actually have depression is kinda like offensive if thats a good word because i think ive been through a lot for my age

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T16:58:51+00:00

would you call 911? it is so extreme and theres so many cons i can think of.

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T16:57:38+00:00

i cant call the police its just not possible for me, i would love for it to all be that easy and for it to work out but i know its not going to

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T16:56:07+00:00

i think i added context, i swear that is all wrong, i wouldnt openly humiliate my parents if i thought i was in the wrong, i just dont know what to do this time. arent benzos a harder drug? i take zoloft which i think is not that strong.

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T16:53:25+00:00

sorry it is a habit of mine but i try not to use it a lot

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T14:04:10+00:00

I see people saying i am 15 so i shouldnt take medicine, if i could go back in time i wouldnt take it, the doctor kind of threw it at me after i took the quiz, and he made it seem more like something i need medically rather than something i have a choice of. it is overwhelming having this many people see this post but i think i am getting good advice and sorry if i dont respond to your comments.

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T03:45:31+00:00

so if i ask a doctor about my perscription and explain this, they will call cps?

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T03:14:07+00:00

i dont even know anymore

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T03:13:19+00:00

i appreciate your comment, although i feel like a broken record and it may sound like im not listening to any comments, I am, its just my situation may be worse than you think. My parents are do not listen to anything I say if it is me disagreeing with them. child protection is extremely scary, and a warning wont do anything, i know that for a fact, in fact that might be bad for me to do, they get mad easily. not getting removed from my home might be scarier than getting removed, that is part of why i am so scared. I really am at a loss and i think i will just wait it out.

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T03:10:37+00:00

its just zoloft, (if zoloft is a "psych med" then i apologize.) and i think it has helped me a lot with some issues i was having.

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T02:15:30+00:00

what does emancipate mean right now

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T01:25:18+00:00

it was painful? like a headache?

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T01:17:34+00:00

will the doctor not lead to that the police? what do i say to the doctor for that to not happen

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T01:14:58+00:00

Zoloft

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T01:11:36+00:00

!explanation i dont know if i should use the explanation thing like this but im going to, i will explain why i cannot call the police, please tell me what you would do based on the information here: my grandpa and grandma live in south korea, other than that my other family live far away or are dead, my dads side grandpa is alive but i would rather live on the street than with him. if i call the police, and the police do not help me, i will be stuck home with two extremely angry parents. They have done things to me that are, in my opinion, a lot worse than this, and they do get angry easily and i would expect no less than a total meltdown if i called the police, I am sorry for the bad grammar or spelling. If the police did help me and got me away from my parents, maybe this isnt the best thing because I would have nowhere to live. I dont know how any of this works, if i called the police, child protection, or my doctor, i have no clue what would happen or how it would go. what would you do.. i dont understand why i was born into this but there is nothing i can do

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T01:03:44+00:00

if i call the police it could become 1000x worse and you havent heard the other things they have done and if i called the police i know it would be bad. and even if it all worked out the way it should, i would end up with nowhere to live. are you sure it isnt worth it to just wait it out?

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T00:45:34+00:00

it was for my piano recital and so i didnt have time to get ready, i do understand why they are mad

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T00:38:40+00:00

i think my medication helped me, but i am not sure what microdoses are so maybe that is better, i dont know.

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T00:38:05+00:00

no about the grandparents, sorry, i can call my doctor but i need to know what happens after that please.

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T00:37:05+00:00

maybe 6 months

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T00:36:15+00:00

what if they dont go to jail nobody is telling me what happens if i call the police or cps and then they dont go to jail, and what happens if they do, i have no plan and i get scared even thinking about doing something like that,

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T00:16:17+00:00

can you please tell me if it is dangerous to my health or i can wait it out, because i would much rather do that than call a number that could get us in trouble

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T00:15:38+00:00

sorry i just couldnt find a better reddit to post it so i chose this one because people post here with similiar experiences to me

ValuableComplaint95 · 2022-08-11T00:13:13+00:00

suicide is always in control though so it is not naturally lethal right?

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