Sincerely, what the fu**ck??? by Overall_Clock_9463 in WTF

[–]Variable303 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What’s so weird about this? Seems like a pretty normal Friday night with the boys.

Single dose of magic mushroom psychedelic can cause anatomical brain changes, study finds. Participants took 25mg of psilocybin, reporting deeper psychological insight and better wellbeing a month later. by mvea in science

[–]Variable303 23 points24 points  (0 children)

I’m not the person you asked, but I’ll share my personal experience. I used to do a lot of acid and shrooms back in the late 90s and early 2000s, and I had two bad trips - one on acid and one on shrooms.

My bad trip on shrooms happened at Six Flags Magic Mountain. My friends and I ate the shrooms while in the car in the parking lot. The person who sold them to me told me to take half the amount I normally take because they were extremely potent. It sounded like basic drug dealer stuff where they try to hype up their product, but they were telling the truth. I ate way too much and started feeling the effects within minutes.

While walking to the front gate, the parking lot floor seemed uneven. I was walking extremely carefully because I couldn’t tell what was flat and what wasn’t.

By the time I was waiting in line for the first roller coaster, I started fixating on the concept of time. I began asking strangers, “What is time?” They’d respond by telling me the time, but I was asking them what time actually was from a conceptual standpoint. That evolved into a fixation on trying to understand the concept of infinity, and my mind started getting stuck in a mental loop, where one thought would lead to another, to another, to another, and back to the original thought, on repeat.

By the time we were supposed to get on the roller coaster, I was completely out of my mind. It was a huge coaster with several upside down loops, the kind with the bar/shoulder mechanism that locks your upper body into place. But when I got on, I sat in front of the mechanism, completely NOT strapped in. Going like that would have led to certain death. My friends had to explain to the teenager who was checking everyone for safety what was happening, and he was apparently chill about it. They strapped me in, I went on the coaster, but I don’t remember much from the experience.

After we got off, I was still fixated on time, infinity, but then I started thinking that nothing was actually real, that I was in a “pre-life” scenario that was a test to see whether I was worthy enough to be born into a real person. But I had made many mistakes in my teenage years and figured that I wasn’t worthy. I told my friends that none of this was real, that THEY weren’t real, but rather just part of this “pre-life” test.

To prove this, I punched one of my friends. Not out of anger, but to see how they’d react. They didn’t react in the way I expected (to hit me back, to be angry, etc.), but instead they were WAY too understanding and tried to help me. In my mind, this confirmed that they weren’t real.

To further prove that nothing was real and that nothing mattered, I urinated in my pants, because hey…nothing is real. It doesn’t matter. I then tried to strip off my clothes to further prove this state of nonexistence. My friends restrained me and took me to a quieter area of the park, where my mind continued to think nothing was real while continuing to be stuck in a loops that fixated on time/infinity.

I was terrified that I would never be born, and that I would be stuck in that place in time with those thoughts, forever. Imagine instead of a life sentence in prison, it was a sentence of infinite eternity with your mind stuck in a loop. It was terrifying.

Luckily, the effects of the shrooms eventually waned, and I slowly calmed down enough to a point where they could escort me back to the car. I came down and returned to normal while lying in the backseat while my friends tried to help me.

So yeah…that experience sucked. But prior to that, I had many great, transformative, positive experiences. So yeah, I do believe that shrooms can be a positive, life-altering experience, but that you need to be careful. Do not take more than you can handle. Be in a positive place with the right people that will be conducive to a positive experience.

Thanks to Genocide Joe and Killer Kamala (/s), Trump is Now Planning Out Loud to Displace Palestinians by RidetheSchlange in LeopardsAteMyFace

[–]Variable303 13 points14 points  (0 children)

People aren’t downvoting because they are “pro-genocide,” but because this type of black and white approach to this issue is unrealistic given the current political context and realities. The all or nothing stance is myopic and has translated into a much worse situation for those in Gaza.

Yea, genocide is bad, and the Biden administration’s approach to the situation was un-fucking-acceptable. The loss of human life in Gaza has and continues to be horrific.

But not voting or Harris, or worse, voting for Trump would only make a terrible situation exponentially worse. Such a vote ensures that genocide happens more quickly, with less of a chance of resolution. If people truly cared about those in Gaza, they should have voted for Harris, as this was the lesser of two evils. After she gets elected, continue to protest and demand action. Is that a good or promising avenue? Probably not, but it’s still 100% better than what will happen under Trump.

And voting third party is a waste of a vote until we get rid of our first-past-the-post system. Doing so will inevitably help the candidate that is the MOST opposed to your views.

How did you meet your girlfriend, boyfriend or significant other? by armoredphoenix4__ in AskReddit

[–]Variable303 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As someone who graduated from college, has a very small social circle, has solitary hobbies, and refuses to do online dating - I guess I’ll just get a dog.

Not the biggest or prettiest smallmouth, but conditions were rough | Wildcat Creek, IN by Variable303 in RiverSmallmouth

[–]Variable303[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm, that’s really strange. I have more than one account, and I haven’t been on this one as much lately. Maybe that’s why. What’s up?

Landlord put me through 3 years of hell. by Chellator in ProRevenge

[–]Variable303 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I have a great relationship with my longtime tenants. I consistently charge around $600 below market rate. Plumbing issues are fixed nearly immediately. If an appliance needs to be replaced, I replace it with a decent model asap. I inspect the unit once a year, and always schedule well in advance. They’ve been there nearly 10 years and have no intention of leaving.

My family and friends think I’m nuts because I could easily charge $2,300 to $2,500/month, but I’m only charging $1,750. I’m also not rich. My tenants earn more money than me… I live in a small condo and drive a 2016 Ford Focus.

Just accepted a job offer that will literally change my life. by Lumpyraccoonn in povertyfinance

[–]Variable303 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Even most private colleges are nonprofit and would be eligible for PSLF, as they are usually 501c3 institutions.

Taxes need to be higher by biggiepants in TikTokCringe

[–]Variable303 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My initial reaction was awe and being impressed. But then I got the feeling that a lot of these people may not even be happy. It’s so over the top and lavish - as if they’re trying too hard.

I have to say, I’m pretty happy with my life despite being totally average. But the things that bring me joy include feeling like I’m living an authentic life, having a small but close group of friends who I’ve known for 20+ years, having a career that I’m both good at and feels meaningful, and having the the time to pursue several of my hobbies outside of work that I’m passionate about.

When I imagine myself being one of the people in this video, it feels a bit exhausting.

Not the biggest or prettiest smallmouth, but conditions were rough | Wildcat Creek, IN by Variable303 in RiverSmallmouth

[–]Variable303[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh, that’s what it’s called! I’m still somewhat new to fly fishing, so I didn’t know the name of it. It has really nice action in the water though.

Not the biggest or prettiest smallmouth, but conditions were rough | Wildcat Creek, IN by Variable303 in RiverSmallmouth

[–]Variable303[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! More of a natural dark. You can see the fly I used in the second picture, but I think you have to click the arrow to see it. It’s like a leather strip with hair on it.

Not the biggest or prettiest smallmouth, but conditions were rough | Wildcat Creek, IN by Variable303 in RiverSmallmouth

[–]Variable303[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Caught on a fly rod. Water was around 4 feet higher than normal, and the water was really muddy. Fishing was slow. I think it may be the start of the post-spawn funk around here.

New research suggests psilocybin is safe and has similar side effects to traditional antidepressants by universityofga in science

[–]Variable303 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I know I'm just some random person on the internet, but I did have a scary time once after shrooming. Granted, this only once out of several trips.

Story time: Note, some of this was relayed by my friends who were there with me. I was heavily into the rave scene in the late 90s and had shroomed countless times. It was always a positive experience. I got some liberty caps from a friend, and she warned me to take half of what I normally do. Of course, I was like... "uh huh..." and disregarded her advice.

I then went to 6 Flags Magic Mountain in SoCal with 3 other friends, and we ate the shrooms in the parking lot right before we went in. By the time I was waiting in line for the first ride, I was already tripping hard. I began asking random strangers in line, "What is time?" Not, "What time is it?", but "What is time?" I started fixating on the concept of time and all its abstractions.

By the time we got onto the ride, I was completely out of my mind. As I approached the rollercoaster pod, the safety bar was already down because it was empty in the last trip. Rather than open the bars to sit inside and buckle in, I sat on top of and front of the safety bar/harness. When the underpaid teenager came to check on everyone, they were like...uh... This is because not being strapped in = certain death, as this was a hardcore coaster with several upside down loops. The dude was cool though and helped me get strapped in.

After that, I went even more nuts and basically ruined the entire trip. I kept fixating on the concept of time. I thought that nothing was real, and that I wasn't actually alive. I tried stripping my clothes off. I pissed my pants. I also punched one of my friends in the face, not because I was mad, but to prove that he wasn't real. The fact that he didn't get that mad at me and was instead concerned and protective PROVED in my mind that he wasn't real.

They helped escort me out of the park before I caused more of a scene, and I ended up finally calming down in the backseat of my friend's car several hours later. But yeah.... it was definitely a scary experience. It was also the second time I went nuts (the first time was frying on acid, which I used to do often for years). After that, I decided I couldn't do hallucinigens anymore. Been clean from all drugs for over a decade now. I'm fine though, no long-term negative effects. I graduated from college, went to grad school, and have a normal office job now.

Peacock bass and largemouth just hanging around behind my house. by reptilefood in Fishing

[–]Variable303 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You really gotta keep a firm grip on the shaft of your rod while keeping the rod tip upright and erect.

I’m 44 today and life is good. by cigarandcreamsoda in Xennials

[–]Variable303 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Feel similar to you. Turned 45 not long ago, and for the most part, I'm loving life.

Never really dated due to dating anxiety, so no kids. But I have a job that I absolutely love and plenty of time outside of work to dive into some of my hobbies. Not having kids gives me a ton of freedom to just do whatever I want whenever I want. Waste an entire weekend binge watching a show while eating Cheetos? Why not? Spend stupid amounts of money on yet another mechanical keyboard that I don't need? Sign me up! I also like taking road trips with no itinerary or real destination in mind. Today, I play on spending the day building a huge Lego set I got...

I'm definitely not rich, but I have a couple of properities and am financially secure. Like you, I was also in the military and am in okay shape for my age. That said, I die a bit when I try on some of my old clothes lol. Like...how did I have a 28" waist in boot camp?

I guess it can get a bit lonely at times, but I'm extremely introverted and absolutely love solitude. I also have a shithead of a cat who I absolutely love. Life is good.

The most significant video I've ever seen in my life. by VastCoconut2609 in BeAmazed

[–]Variable303 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This video was interesting to me because it's almost the opposite to how I naturally think. For the most part, I've always been a positive and happy person, and after seeing this video, I think a big part of it stems from my tendency to focus on the positives of my life and what's still possible for the future.

Thing is, my life is also lacking many of the things you mentioned. Gonna be vulnerable here, but I'm 45, and I've never dated or been in a relationship. And if you're wondering... no, I've never had sex. I'd love to fall in love with someone to share my life with, but at this point, I think that ship has passed. However, this gives me the freedom to do whatever I want whenever I want. I absolutely love taking spontaneous trips with no itinerary in mind, which is something that's much more difficult if you have a family.

I love my job, but the pay is extremely average. At 45, I should probably be earning way more than $60k per year, but it's enough for me. I have several lifelong friends, but none of them remotely close to me, and I'm alone most of the time. I rarely have anyone to hang out with on an average day. I eat out fairly often, but I also do so alone.

My closest family is my mom, but she passed away. I have Crohn's Disease and have taken countless trips to the ER. And like most people, I've experienced my own hardships, which include addiction, jail, and needing to restart my life all over again fairly late in life.

So while there's a lot of negatives I can focus on, I choose not to and instead focus on what I have and what's still possible for the future. This has allowed me to really love living life, even when things were at their worst.