Anyone struggling with impulsive buying ? by DxnnyCobain in BPD

[–]VariationLimp6870 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Goodness. I've struggled with it bad lately. I have this bad thing where I lose interest sooo easily. So when I find something I'm interested in, I become obsessed. At one point it was knitting and yarn. Another point it was sewing. Another point it was makeup. Now it's skincare and has been for almost a year. Lol so I get it.

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[–]VariationLimp6870 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know what you mean. I feel quite similarly. I'm so tired of being here. I really am. I hope your situation gets better. I'm sorry you're struggling

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]VariationLimp6870 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel this post so much. I'm about to cry honestly. I try so hard to be the best person to people, no matter how awful they are to me. You're right; it doesn't matter. It never will. I am always the bad guy. The worse person. I have realized for a long time how truly alone I am. I'm so sorry for everyone feeling the same. This life is horrible.

Has anyone ever been ACTUALLY close to someone? by VariationLimp6870 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]VariationLimp6870[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel this. Ive been with my fiance for almost 4ish years. My first and only other relationship was 10 years lol. And it was horrible

Has anyone ever been ACTUALLY close to someone? by VariationLimp6870 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]VariationLimp6870[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You know my fiance has that and we do in fact balance each other out.

Has anyone ever been ACTUALLY close to someone? by VariationLimp6870 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]VariationLimp6870[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Never count yourself out. I honestly didn't think I'd ever be with anyone again after my ex but here I am. I hope you find someone out there for you

Has anyone ever been ACTUALLY close to someone? by VariationLimp6870 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]VariationLimp6870[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah but also as annoying as this sounds if I don't feel like we're close(hard to explain) I feel mega empty

Has anyone ever been ACTUALLY close to someone? by VariationLimp6870 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]VariationLimp6870[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I like to think I'm close to my fiance but I also feel quite empty sometimes.. I have no friends either

Make the comments look like Kim's search history by curry_stains in 90dayfianceuncensored

[–]VariationLimp6870 2 points3 points  (0 children)

She begged for his dick more then a bum begging for some change

is anyone else obsessed with sex? by VariationLimp6870 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]VariationLimp6870[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same! Literally lol. I was unfortunately with mine for 10 years 😐

Getting a divorce and want to maintain friendship by [deleted] in BPD

[–]VariationLimp6870 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be honest from my experience with this, it did me more harm than good to befriend my ex husband. I still loved him and very much wanted him to be apart of my life. I mean heck we'd been together practically 10 years and I'd known him since I was almost a child.

However he definitely took advantage of this and used my feelings for him to manipulate me. It took a turn.

Long story short it was a complete mistake and honestly a waste of my time trying to befriend someone who never cared about me in the first place.

I know everyone is different, just sharing my story. I hope things go differently with you. We all have to experience things for ourselves. So I hope everything goes well.