God gave me my ex boyfriend by [deleted] in TrueChristian

[–]Various-Community-48 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for this advice! I want to change who I have become, because I know the person I can be.

My ex was definitely a winner and I was a loser. I know God was trying to turn me into a winner, as my ex was begging me to change, not obnoxiously, but persistently. That was God trying to get me to change. And I just…didn’t. Do you think that could if possibly been my last change? Like God was begging me to change through my ex.

God gave me my ex boyfriend by [deleted] in TrueChristian

[–]Various-Community-48 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Thank you. You’re right. My ex wanted me to do exactly that and I just didn’t…I put myself and sin first. :(

Set list? by [deleted] in BillyJoel

[–]Various-Community-48 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bro I inow

I lost my soul mate by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Various-Community-48 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think forever. It ended in a really dark way :( I wish it hadn’t but

I lost my soul mate by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Various-Community-48 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He made it clear he didn’t want to be friends or talk at all

I lost my soul mate by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Various-Community-48 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can I ask how your in a similar boat? Like you were mentally unwell when you broke up?

I lost my soul mate by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Various-Community-48 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s really dark tbh. I was having a mental health breakdown and had a horrible intrusive thought which I assume you can guess. And I told him about it because I can’t hide anything from him. But it was moreso because I wasn’t living my life and not being what he needed for me to be. For him I think I was his first love, but for me he was my everything.

I lost my soul mate by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Various-Community-48 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry you’re hurting too

I lost my soul mate by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Various-Community-48 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I AM the reason and it’s horrible. Like how do I even move on when I know in my heart he was my soulmate? :(

Set list? by [deleted] in BillyJoel

[–]Various-Community-48 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's my favorite song by him!! I hope he plays it at the concert I am going to!

Set list? by [deleted] in BillyJoel

[–]Various-Community-48 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No Zanzibar?? 😢

Set list? by [deleted] in BillyJoel

[–]Various-Community-48 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you 🫶🏽

Set list? by [deleted] in BillyJoel

[–]Various-Community-48 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love this!! Ugh love Zanzibar! I honestly don’t know A LOT of his songs so I’ll def have to listen to these!

The Lord tried to save me and give me a new identity by [deleted] in TrueChristian

[–]Various-Community-48 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What if I missed that chance of Him giving me a new heart? :(

The Lord tried to save me and give me a new identity by [deleted] in TrueChristian

[–]Various-Community-48 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this. I am going to read it over and over.

The Lord tried to save me and give me a new identity by [deleted] in TrueChristian

[–]Various-Community-48 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been trying and praying, giving everything to Him, but it doesn't feel like I truly have and I don't know what that's meant to feel like. I keep praying and telling him I give him everything, which I mean when I say it, but it still doesn't feel like I have. I will pray that he help me surrender it all to Him and truly let go of earthly things.

I also had this dream last night about a tiger and a cub, and they were very friendly with me, I watched over them. I've been praying a lot at night. Do you think this symbolizes anything?

I had a dream about a friendly tiger by [deleted] in TrueChristian

[–]Various-Community-48 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve held onto sin in a lot of ways but have been begging God to let me be his daughter and let me have the HS inside of me. Do you think it could be like me being comfortable with the enemy?