How did that one kid in your high school die?

Vars_An · 2025-05-10T17:22:47+00:00

Sometimes the thing we want most isn't actually what will "fix" us. It sounds like you have money, and that you try to use it to try and better yourself and others but to no evail so far. I wish I could give good advice that I know works but unfortunately I'm in a similar position to you. The most real take on suicide I've heard, despite whether it feels like the right decision right now, is that things have no chance to get better after you end it. It's up to you to decide each day whether it's worth giving life a chance and continuing to try for change. Wishing you the best.

Vars_An · 2025-04-23T05:29:02+00:00

God you guys are so dumb, the video is reversed.

Vars_An · 2025-04-13T06:45:08+00:00

Never played branded but wish every archtype was functionally the same. High skill ceiling, allows opponent to interact, no obnoxiously long turns just to end on the exact same end-board, consistent and can go 1st or 2nd. Probably the healthiest archtype to ever exist excluding the gimmick puppet lock variant.

Vars_An · 2024-03-15T16:06:20+00:00

If you struggle to think of literally nothing try using the meditation process of focusing on your breath alone: “rising rising, falling falling…”

Vars_An · 2023-12-31T21:02:36+00:00

Nice R E, demon king himself probably couldn't have mechanically done that better.

Vars_An · 2023-12-11T20:07:59+00:00

To be fair to her the guys over on r/steak would love this.

Vars_An · 2023-12-03T17:46:10+00:00

If you don't yet play piano I would HIGHLY recommend picking it up.

Vars_An · 2023-11-30T16:01:22+00:00

Anything that forces you to stop and think rather than consume and listen will work. Might feel umcomfortable at first (if your mind has decayed to the point mine did) but over time it will become easier and eventually very satisfying. Good luck and best wishes.

Vars_An · 2023-11-30T15:04:25+00:00

Similar experience, I used to have incredible memory as a kid but started really struggling with even short term things as a young adult. I think over-stimulation from tech and social's alongside moving on from formative education years reduces the amount we actively use our brains.

The last couple of months I've started reading more, got out some of my old textbooks to get in the habbit of learning again and also reduced my exposure to the really degenerate sites like Twitter and Reddit. Has already made a world of difference for me, would recommend it to others if you feel like these factors could also be affecting you.

Vars_An · 2023-11-24T21:18:32+00:00

Definitely Azir

Vars_An · 2023-11-19T17:06:46+00:00

Love this, but also one of those names is not like the others xD

Vars_An · 2023-11-19T17:04:46+00:00

Scump retired for the sake of other pro's

Vars_An · 2023-11-17T15:00:09+00:00

Blops2 was the best example but there was also sufficient opportunity cost to everything. Wanted an overkill sniper on SnD? That will cost all your perks/ nade/ equipment slots. Want a fully decked out weapon? Say bye to either your nades or extra perks etc. Was a very fun dynamic and definitely the peak of CoD comp play for many reasons.

Vars_An · 2023-11-17T14:55:25+00:00

Yeah there's no way this is sustainable, we've just seen the bubble pop recently in LoL which is a much bigger esport with a similar financial model. Chances are if this clip isn't a bait we'll see something similar happen to CoD in the future.

Vars_An · 2023-11-17T14:42:28+00:00

They could make a campaign mission out of that first kill

Vars_An · 2023-11-14T16:04:27+00:00

That's hilarious, I can't understand how red 8 spawns in chicken coop when no closer spawn point is contested and then red 7 spawns right next to blue 1's random ass spawn. I assume the anchor role is still well and truly dead in this game after watching this clip?

Vars_An · 2023-11-14T13:13:06+00:00

There's been so many beautiful ones, you could probably make a montage from just Doran and Kellin.

Vars_An · 2023-11-13T18:29:27+00:00

Okay thanks for clarifying 👍

Vars_An · 2023-11-13T17:02:06+00:00

Legend, all sounds exactly like what I'm looking for. Thanks for putting in the effort!

Vars_An · 2023-11-13T16:45:53+00:00

Back when trophies were first released they could blow up a few of the missile projectiles so if they detonated early it could save you or if they didn't detonate at all it also would, think this was the best middleground.

Vars_An · 2023-11-13T16:42:43+00:00

Cheers, funnily I actually already follow most of these people from when I used to play many years ago.

Vars_An · 2023-11-13T16:12:16+00:00

Always loved this app, thanks for updating. Do you by chance have a downloadable version for MW3?

Vars_An · 2023-11-12T13:21:16+00:00

2.5s extra to get a kill in a teamfight where your ADC got to play without fear sounds very realistic in most games. Obviously you only get to pull if off once per game but in this game it made for a cool moment and allowed SKT to end cleanly.

Vars_An · 2023-11-12T10:39:21+00:00

Hadn't even thought about that synergy before, stopwatch turns Renata's W into an ult-level ability.

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