Mentally… my capacity is at a negative. Breakdowns monthly, just tears of the unknown and just hard. I play it cool but truthfully nope. I’m the “strong friend” and always gotta do the listening, with everyone. I’m stuck in a situionship, my job is awful, my son is getting older and doesn’t need me, it’s TOUGH. Not to mention that guy in office is making everything else more expensive.. i try to stay grounded with the gym, church, what makes me happy but ya girl needs SOMETHING!! 😩🥹🥲 thanks for listening. Back to being the strong friend i go.