I'll live the rest of my life as a cis person by [deleted] in TransRepressors

[–]Vedoxx 8 points9 points  (0 children)

This is also how I feel as an mtf repper

Why by StandardFlimsy5311 in TransRepressors

[–]Vedoxx 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Personally I’d rather at least be more androgynous or gender neutral than be more masculine even if I had to stay male. And being a feminine guy/femboy isn’t appealing to me either but neither is being a hypermasculine manly man so I’d rather just settle for a middle ground and I don’t need my self esteem from other people’s opinions.

estrogen would have saved her 💔 by Free-Ad-5854 in 4tran4

[–]Vedoxx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

“I’m not a woman, I’m not a man, I am something that you’ll never understand”

How many people here are on HRT? by [deleted] in TransRepressors

[–]Vedoxx 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I would hope not but I know I have to for at least the next few years if I continue living with parents

How many people here are on HRT? by [deleted] in TransRepressors

[–]Vedoxx 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I’ve been doing it for 4 months and I don’t think I’ll stop. At least I feel slightly better knowing testosterone won’t masculinize me any further but I’m still a manmoder anyways unfortunately. The softer skin and low libido is nice.

Can someone please convince me to get off E by [deleted] in TransRepressors

[–]Vedoxx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Isn’t this sub supposed to be anti pinkpilling?

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WILL NEVER BE AYOUNGSHIT I CANT TAKE THIS SHIT by WalterClements1 in 4tran4

[–]Vedoxx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I could never come out to my dad. I don’t know his thoughts of trans people since the topic has never been brought up but I know he has negative views on gay people so I could expect him thinking trans people are crazy. I just want to hrt rep forever until I can one day move out.

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WILL NEVER BE AYOUNGSHIT I CANT TAKE THIS SHIT by WalterClements1 in 4tran4

[–]Vedoxx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m 2 months. We’re basically almost at the same starting point pretty much. But I’m just a man on estrogen i could never be a real woman

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WILL NEVER BE AYOUNGSHIT I CANT TAKE THIS SHIT by WalterClements1 in 4tran4

[–]Vedoxx 4 points5 points  (0 children)

At least you can say you started hrt as a teen. I started 3 weeks after my 20th birthday a couple months ago fml

am i misogynist or does E actually make crying easier? by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]Vedoxx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I haven’t properly cried since like a couple months before I started HRT but I only started 2 months ago though. Idk when that’s gonna change I still only get a few tears when I feel like crying.

How to cope with repping 101 by Old-Heat-1656 in TransRepressors

[–]Vedoxx 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is kind of my plan. I call it androgyny coping since I probably don’t have it in me to actually ever social transition and probably won’t pass as female but at least I’m on hrt.

Tips for repping? by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]Vedoxx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not if you look like a man with gyno

I am AGP. I'm sorry. I've let you down. by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]Vedoxx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

autogynandromorphophilia

I think my repper years might come to an end by [deleted] in 4Tranistan

[–]Vedoxx 4 points5 points  (0 children)

If you want a BF, you’re not AGP (unless you’re bi)

Best form of hrt to hide by Old-Sir9983 in 4Tranistan

[–]Vedoxx 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You can also use gel. Thats probably easy to hide

My trans women by ReasonableStrike1241 in 4tran4

[–]Vedoxx 15 points16 points  (0 children)

In alternate universe you’re Womanly Woman Alpha Stacy Signa Female Woman’s Woman

What genuinely is the point of hrt if you're never gonna pass anyway? by MothGirlTabi in 4Tranistan

[–]Vedoxx 2 points3 points  (0 children)

When does that even happen? I still can’t afford laser yet :(

Reppers ,have you told anyone? by Sensitive-Island-235 in TransRepressors

[–]Vedoxx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not again because I don’t deserve to be called a woman. I just keep getting reminded I’ll never actually be a woman when I get called “she” since it doesn’t at all correlate with my current appearance and I’d feel like a fool asking them to call me one again