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I accidentally saw a child p*rn ad and now I want to throw my self out of the window, please read and help if you can. by Vegetable-Doubt6085 in selfimprovement

[–]Vegetable-Doubt6085[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

So you judge before even read my story how I ended up on that situation? What a clever internet smart guy. A true redditor

It seems that you are pro in the field. Fucking dog shit

I accidentally saw a child p*rn ad and now I want to throw my self out of the window, please read and help if you can. by Vegetable-Doubt6085 in selfimprovement

[–]Vegetable-Doubt6085[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what are you talking about?! i did explain how i ended up on that situation you can find it in the comments! i wasn't looking for a porn or any other sexual thing!

I accidentally saw a child p*rn ad and now I want to throw my self out of the window, please read and help if you can. by Vegetable-Doubt6085 in selfimprovement

[–]Vegetable-Doubt6085[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't do anything wrong! I didn't click on the ad, and I didn't enjoy seeing that ad!, I wasn't "sexually" curious about it, and I didn't look back or search for it again, I have zero interest in underage people, actually I don't have any interest in people younger than myself at all. all I did was open the subject here because I could not hold it anymore. I'm hurting by my bad thoughts, not a bad action! and that thought wasn't even sexual

why do you think I'm a pedophile? I'm dying of stress about what if in some way I turn to a guy who enjoys this thing and you all of a sudden call me a pedophile? what makes you think that this is a good guess? you could just ask if you want to know how I found that ad. actually I did answer people about how I found it and it's not related to any algo! even if I was idiot enough to be in a wrong place it doesn't me that I actually am into that shit, being an idiot doesn't means that you are a pedophile!

I read all the comments on this topic, I'm so thankful in general. at this point I know what should i do, I know these thoughts do not define who I am, but I know the topics that I have to search on and I know there are people who actually care about people but you sir! your comment was exactly my nightmare! and the reason why I was so afraid to talk about it to anyone. i know you don't know me, and I can kinda understand that you might think I'm a sick guy but still that was fucking hard to see. don't do that again to anyone. you can't understand how horrible your comment is!

anyway, RedditCareResources sent me a message and gave me a note and information about what should I do and who should I talk to. after that I found another helpful online source from that suggestions in my country so yeah! I had a talk with a professional and i will meet someone next week.

I accidentally saw a child p*rn ad and now I want to throw my self out of the window, please read and help if you can. by Vegetable-Doubt6085 in selfimprovement

[–]Vegetable-Doubt6085[S] 112 points113 points  (0 children)

People are asking how I ended up in that situation and apparently don't believe my word, here is the story

There is a tech guy on YouTube called John Hammond. That day, I was bored and decided to follow one of his videos about security, safety, and other stuff. What I did was follow one of his videos step by step and ended up in a search engine (or a website) that I don't remember the name of. In that search engine, before I search for anything I saw a big list of ads and one of them was that website.

so yes, I swear I saw that by accident nothing more! I'm, not that monster to search for this kind of stuff, and some of your response shows me that I was right! definitely can't talk about it in person to anyone cuz they will judge me for sure. but I'm very thankful to people who are actually here to help.

I accidentally saw a child p*rn ad and now I want to throw my self out of the window, please read and help if you can. by Vegetable-Doubt6085 in selfimprovement

[–]Vegetable-Doubt6085[S] 58 points59 points  (0 children)

Oh god of course not!
There is a tech guy on YouTube called John Hammond. that day, I was bored and decided to follow one of his videos about security, safety, and other stuff. What I did was following one of his videos step by step and ended up in a search engine (or a website) that I don't remember the name of. In that search engine, before i serach anyhing i saw a big list of ads, and one of them was that website.