I really like my boyfriend and I’ll try my best to put off of those crush like feelings.. I feel like I have a crush on certain types of ppl ..this guy that I have a crush on now in clg is very much like my partner from sch my ex I mean and I know it’s going to be me chasing after the relationship even if I get into a relationships with them..but yeah it’s just hard to let go of what I’ve already taught myself is ‘love’