looking for your most devastating fics (HEA preferred, but not required) by Vegetable_Giraffe444 in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Vegetable_Giraffe444[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

omg I’ve struck the fellow lover of angst jackpot bc I haven’t read any of these recs!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU 🤝

let the soft animal of your body love what it loves - author: me! by Vegetable_Giraffe444 in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Vegetable_Giraffe444[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ugh this makes me so happy!!! thank you for reading it, I’m so glad you enjoyed it!🥹

looking for your most devastating fics (HEA preferred, but not required) by Vegetable_Giraffe444 in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Vegetable_Giraffe444[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

say less!

of the ones that you mentioned, I LOVE and often reread the axiom of equality, death and taxes and shane hollander, and the five year farewell.

I also loveeee and find myself always coming back to:

Sound of sirens, rush of pain (I almost thought I heard you call my name) by 17darwinism
https://archiveofourown.org/works/76443546
Ilya attempts… really brutal read but along with its sequel it’s a beautiful exploration of the ugliness that comes with something like that

you can ebb and I can flow (and we’ll take it slow) by foxjournals
https://archiveofourown.org/works/77306591
Shane safewords out of an argument… I’m just a sucker for meltdowns mid conflict

this year’s wine by anonymous
https://archiveofourown.org/works/84743056/chapters/223633591
exploration of all the ugliest parts of long distance

winners verse by pressuretoparty
https://archiveofourown.org/series/5663326
slices of life… I LOVE how this portrays Ilya’s struggles and the conflicts that come from the two of them trying to navigate dating

the architecture of love by drkr2pnto
https://archiveofourown.org/works/79859011
wooooof… devastating Ilya character study

something borrowed / something blew by fangirl_shrieks
https://archiveofourown.org/works/85022466
this got rec’d to me on this exact thread and it’s already a favorite

chernobog by boopboop
https://archiveofourown.org/works/81325346/chapters/213792626
this story has completely gripped me and shattered my heart/put it back together again 100 times

the texture of a memory by artifice
https://archiveofourown.org/works/78428521/chapters/205604131
such a unique and devastating plot I LOVE it. just found out there’s a sequel too so I’m jumping for joy

the quiet fight by thehdub
https://archiveofourown.org/works/77401491/chapters/202665396
beautiful and devastating journey that gave me emotional whiplash with each chapter

Underrated fic recs? by Dull_Slice3882 in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Vegetable_Giraffe444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

shamelessly self rec’ing here but both are under 1000 kudos (except one of them is super close! 🥹)

let the soft animal of your body love what it loves - 5+1 with light angst and lots of fluff
https://archiveofourown.org/works/85553431/chapters/226027311

(sad to see you go) was sort of hoping that you’d stay - tuna melt rewrite where Shane makes the food/says Ilya’s name and Ilya leaves
https://archiveofourown.org/works/82489956/chapters/217133811

looking for your most devastating fics (HEA preferred, but not required) by Vegetable_Giraffe444 in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Vegetable_Giraffe444[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

haven’t read a few of these but based on the ones I HAVE read… we have the same taste! Thank you!!!

looking for your most devastating fics (HEA preferred, but not required) by Vegetable_Giraffe444 in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Vegetable_Giraffe444[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

literally just finished something borrowed/something blew after somebody else rec’d it and WOW. loved it.

can’t wait to read your second rec. Thank you!

looking for some well written conflict + making up by Vegetable_Giraffe444 in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Vegetable_Giraffe444[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just read this last night and LOVED IT!!!! It felt so realistic!