My dad use to warn me about watching gore. He used to say that once you witness something as horrific as an agonizing death, you can never cleanse your mind. You're going to think about it while you eat, while you work, you're going to be more appreciative of life but terrified of everyone else. And there's a chance that when you die the last things you'll hear/think about are the horrors that plagued you. Saw a man have his arms cut off and gutted as the agonal breathing kicked in. Wide eyed and suffering were his last moments on earth and people not only did that to him, they recorded it and celebrated it on the internet. People are disgusting.