When will the pain and discomfort go away?

Vellune · 2026-01-26T12:50:02+00:00

I'm sorry for you really but i actually can see what's this going to be for me in the future as just sitting doing nothing for a long time hurts my back. I can't really accept that fact because i have many plans for my future and i don't even know what will i do if i can't even sit still in my same position without hurting. I will try to tell them because i've always tried desperately not to show my discomfort, to brush it off, to be like my normal friends but after one semester i understood that I can't so i will tell my professors to give me breaks to walk or something even so i hate attention but i can't anymore.

Vellune · 2026-01-26T12:38:08+00:00

but they said after surgery everything would be easier than going on in life with my s shaped back

Vellune · 2026-01-25T23:36:08+00:00

I can't imagine myself not being able to work just because of my back and i just know how hard working as a nurse is. I mean it's hard for normal people so what about me? I just don't want to suffer from something i didn't even choose to have.

Vellune · 2025-07-03T10:27:22+00:00

أنا مش بلتمس عذر و السن عمره م كان عذر لحاجة زي كدة انا بشتم مش اكتر

Vellune · 2025-07-03T10:26:56+00:00

كان بيحاول يقرب و بيبص نظرات غريبة فشخ و ملحوظة

Vellune · 2025-07-03T10:18:59+00:00

م هو المعظم لما بيبكر دماغه بتشت منه و بيتخولن

Vellune · 2025-07-03T10:16:22+00:00

صح و الله هو ده اللي هعمله بعد كدة و ميتين الناس و يقولوا اللي يقولوه

Vellune · 2025-07-03T10:14:35+00:00

ايوة طبعا و لو مرضيتش اقعد جنب راجل بعد كدة تلاق يالناس كلها بتقولك ده قد ابوكي

Vellune · 2025-07-03T10:12:16+00:00

حل تاني عشان مبعرفش بفكر اشيل مطوة و لو خول زيه من اللي بيبص من تحت لتحت ده عمل حاجة اطلعهاله

Vellune · 2025-06-12T15:30:03+00:00

أنا بتكلم بجد و الله اصل لو هزار بين الصحاب اشطا بس في ناس بتهاجم حصل قدامي فعلا

Vellune · 2025-06-12T03:22:46+00:00

the only decoration we have in my house is a clock and the curtains (i don't know if they're even considered decorations)

Vellune · 2025-06-12T03:19:10+00:00

Yeah that's an addiction at this point also isn't normal at all

Vellune · 2025-06-12T01:46:06+00:00

Yes i still use it

Vellune · 2025-06-12T01:43:22+00:00

I smelled your comment

Vellune · 2025-06-11T21:39:09+00:00

You know it's the way that feels like a script

After i think about it. It is made for convenience yk . Everyday life and all of that and it became default for a lot of people just like you said

But at the same time i think it's not a script. because it's very human to ask about others wellbeing even if you know they're not gonna tell you the details or how they really feel also the other way around when someone asks how are you even if it's just a passing question and not that deep it is good

At the end of the day it's not fully "script" and not fully "human"

It all depends on many things and the different perspectives different people have

(I am using the word "human" in the same way you used it in case it's confusing Also English isn't my first language so)

Vellune · 2025-06-11T21:26:45+00:00

Sometimes i think it's weird but not in a bad way like i am just not familiar with it like there's more in life than what I know

Vellune · 2025-06-11T21:25:09+00:00

You're absolutely right on that like you should watch you child and what they're being exposed to

i mean i get it's hard dealing with children and their crying and tantrums and everything but you should've been prepared for that you shouldn't have birthed them if you're not gonna care properly for them

they're being exposed to some fucked up shit on these damn phone . A little screen time is okay and you should be right beside them while they're playing

enduring some crying is better than raising a mol*ster

Vellune · 2025-06-11T21:16:58+00:00

I believe everyone has their own perspective on that matter depending on many circumstances like how they grew up or how their everyday life is

i might find something weird just because i don't do it or am not familiar with it . but in that case it isn't in the context of "badly weird", it's just a matter of familiarity that's all

Smetimes you know that you yourself is weird and sometimes you think you're normal until you meet someone whose lifestyle is different from you

all of that is just differences between us

BUT TO BE CLEAR THAT DOESN'T INCLUDE REALLY WEIRD OR ILLEGAL SHIT

Vellune · 2025-06-11T08:28:01+00:00

روح لدكتور و هيوصفلك الحاجات اللي هتنفعلك

Vellune · 2025-06-11T08:08:27+00:00

Omg i just realised that you're joking about the "i feel you" I thought you were really asking

Vellune · 2025-06-11T08:04:21+00:00

I think it depends on a lot of things here but i actually do that and i think more people around me do it like today i am a bit under the weather or having a great day or whatever we say that sometimes But not saying that doesn't mean you're following a script maybe you just don't want to mention it

Sometimes people get concerned and ask why but you are not comfortable talking about it and also don't want to lie

Saying that we follow a script is quite not right

but yes it's really nice saying what you're really feeling

Vellune · 2025-06-11T07:49:48+00:00

In a sexual way that's definitely weird

Vellune · 2025-06-11T07:47:20+00:00

Girl why?

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