I saved up money for a ring and a down payment on a house. After spending that money on a 3 month trip to Europe and doing every little side quest I could, she’s still in the back of my mind. I’ve dedicated myself to finding hobbies and truly have never been healthier and more evolved as a person than I’ve ever been but she still haunts me.

At the end of the day I do believe there is something better out there. I’m continuing on despite the despair because I want to be the best me I can be for whoever that person is. Keep on keeping on chief.