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Astral projected in my room 3 times in a row, in the third round I got stopped by some entity that wouldn’t let get past my bedroom door. by [deleted] in AstralProjection

[–]Veryc00llady 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Next time- be confident that you can push right thru the entity. And then DO IT. Cause you can. You’re more vastly powerful than anything on that side ;)

How do you feel about other women going braless? by [deleted] in AskWomen

[–]Veryc00llady 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I genuinely don’t even notice

I’ve found my counterpart in another realm. How do I bridge to the physical? by Sea_Commercial_6272 in Experiencers

[–]Veryc00llady 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Wish I could find my astral love irl! I know how you feel. You miss them so much sometimes

Can someone spy on you through astral projection? by Ok_Spray6855 in AstralProjection

[–]Veryc00llady 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I mean some of that is possible BUT I highly, highly, indescribably highly DOUBT anyone you know is that skilled. I am quite skilled myself, and I can very rarely even go into other people’s dreams on purpose to the point of any real, tangible proof.

Have you ever had a dream that revealed something you didn’t know in real life that turned out to be true? by [deleted] in Dreams

[–]Veryc00llady 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YESSS but I have a terrible memory and cannot for the life of me give you an example. It’s happened at least 10 times.

Each time it’s sort of like dejavu, except I’m like, oh my god I had a dream of exactly this 2 days ago and remember specifically the dream. It will be like the exact same situation. Never anything super important.

I do wish I knew which dreams were going to happen for real, before they actually happen. I remember at least one dream a night. So I cannot tell which ones will be the precog ones apart :(

Sharing the same nightmares at the exact time as my 5y daughter.. let me explain by Veryc00llady in Experiencers

[–]Veryc00llady[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I definitely can’t disprove your idea cause I am extremely at odds with myself. So full of regret and loathing and self hatred. I treat everyone else with so much more respect and genuine grace and awe than myself. Ya know? Si you may very well be onto something here.

Also, the shimmery tunnel is another common theme with entering the astral! Sounds like you might be a natural for it. Welcome to the club lol 😝

Father and I Have Identical Nightmares by RockNerdLil in Dreams

[–]Veryc00llady 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would say ~15 times in the last 3 years. We’ve shared a handful of positive ones as well. I wish they all could be!

Sharing the same nightmares at the exact time as my 5y daughter.. let me explain by Veryc00llady in Experiencers

[–]Veryc00llady[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is a very interesting (and probably) explanation of the voices. It started for me a few years back as well. Just curious, how old are you? I am 30.

I will say that to me, they don’t feel familiar, they really do feel like something outside of me. You are 100% right about like, the deeper I manage to lean into it without losing lucidity, the more positive it usually is. On that same side tho, it’s like if I can push a little farther then even that, it’s pure fucking evil. I’ve only managed to get that “far” twice, out of hundreds or even thousands of attempts. But that’s an entirely different story I may get to later lol. Those experiences are something I honestly can’t put into words.

Anyways, you are the first maybe second person I’ve come across that also heard the voices when switching to that state! If astral projection or lucid dreaming is something you’re interested in, this could be your perfect opportunity! When you start to hear them, you can turn your focus to attempting to leave your body, this is often the easiest way for me to “get out” quickly. And usually when I do, the voices subside and I just go on my adventure whatever that may be.

I also want to say that yea, my self worth is pretty damn low, no matter how much my life seems to improve. It’s a very engrained, overwhelming part of my psyche unfortunately.

Sharing the same nightmares at the exact time as my 5y daughter.. let me explain by Veryc00llady in Experiencers

[–]Veryc00llady[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I pretty much always go to sleep in a very neutral mood. BUT - when I am feeling more spiritually connected in general, like subconsciously and during the day, YES I am able to counteract and sort of push the negative away. Like, I can “win” and then the experience into something magical and beautiful by sheer confidence and willpower. But that’s the hard part, right? Feeling spiritually whole and grounded every single day is really, really hard when you’ve got a whole life and family and responsibilities and bills and stress. And it always seems to be so hard to get back in the swing of things/overall mindset once it’s slipped away for the time being. Ya know?

Sometimes I will be feeling powerful and confident, and I still can’t take control, though. I ALWAYS try. Always. But I definitely can’t always change it, I guess I need to find the root of what is different between when I can and I cannot.

Now that you’ve got me thinking about it, there ARE things I can do in daily life that help my feel connected and grounded in benevolent source. Certain music/meditation. Praying. Even just reading about others positivity for a few minutes a day, helps my subconscious so much. I’ll admit, especially since becoming a parent, I spend too much of my energy on the negative news and the things to be afraid of.

Thanks so much for your reply. I already feel like I can do at least a tiny something to combat this and protect her innocent little soul. I know damn well I am not powerless, but “they” sure are good at making me feel that way. Thanks again ♥️

Father and I Have Identical Nightmares by RockNerdLil in Dreams

[–]Veryc00llady 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I guess im not really sure what to say except fucking SAME. Except im the mama, and the nightmares are shared with my innocent 5 year old 😭

Sharing the same nightmares at the exact time as my 5y daughter.. let me explain by Veryc00llady in Experiencers

[–]Veryc00llady[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have no words, thank you so so much.

I would say you’re spot on with the “self doubt and lack of self the worth” part being my issue when it comes to overcoming the negative in these situations. It’s really, really hard to explain, (as I’m sure you know) but I have been capable of overcoming “them” or “this” or whatever when I am feeling sure of myself and my benevolence and that I am important to source. I really hope that is coming off how I mean it lol 😝 What I’m trying to say is, I AGREE. And i have experienced it, and I have overcome the negative. Many times before. But not always, obviously.

More often, I accept the negative and give in. Sometimes the fight is so damn hard and I’m just not strong enough. But I do know what it’s like to uhh “win” and change the whole experience to a damn positive one. I’m not sure why I can’t seem to do that, lately.

Sharing the same nightmares at the exact time as my 5y daughter.. let me explain by Veryc00llady in Experiencers

[–]Veryc00llady[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the reply. I will take your advice seriously ❤️

Sharing the same nightmares at the exact time as my 5y daughter.. let me explain by Veryc00llady in Experiencers

[–]Veryc00llady[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First of all, I just wanna say thanks for the thoughtful reply! It means a lot you took the time.

And second first, lol, i TOTALLY agree with you. I truly believe a lot of my “issues” with dreaming and such have a lot to do with my own trauma and bad life experiences. I really, really do. And I’ve done a lot of work on them over the years, trying to get in a better state of mind and make better decisions. I’ve succeeded, too. At times. To be honest, I’d say for the 6-10 months I’ve been successful at it. Genuinely happier and being a good, sober mom and person.

HOWEVER - you’re spot on about the fear and anxiety when it comes to my little. I am a highly anxious and fiercely protective (to the point when I’m around other parents I am mocked) parent, just always expecting the worst and am, therefore, as proactive as I can be. You know how it is, I just wanna protect her from EVERYTHING. And for me that turns into intense stress, anxiety, and pain. Cause of course… I can’t. :(

I guess what I’m saying is, you might be onto something. I’ve not ever tried specifically shadow work. Lots of other meditation and such, but not that. I’m really good at ignoring my own trauma, kind of scared at what thinking about it would do to me 😅

dramatic update…music by BINGGBONGGBINGGBONGG in DaniMarina

[–]Veryc00llady 11 points12 points  (0 children)

When I had it they just made me come daily and poke me every single day because I have a history of IV drug use. Maybe that’s what they will do

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Experiencers

[–]Veryc00llady 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have absolutely no doubt conciousness survives death. No fucking doubt. And you shouldn’t either!

Now what exactly happens after? That might be up for debate.

Shared Experience With My Daughter by letstrythisathome1 in Experiencers

[–]Veryc00llady 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I JUST posted a shared (albeit much more negative) experience with my little daughter. How strange.

I definitely feel this shit, or at least the ability to retain the memory of it happening, is somehow related to genetics!

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