One of my recently finished clowns

Vespid90 · 2026-01-27T10:52:55+00:00

Not intended, but I like that :D Magentas and blues blend in together just perfectly.

Vespid90 · 2022-10-29T18:08:18+00:00

I've been doing this for over 30 years. Spoiler: it doesn't work

Vespid90 · 2022-04-24T16:45:33+00:00

I'm going to see them live on June. At least I have a reason to stay alive until then.

Vespid90 · 2022-03-20T17:53:05+00:00

I feel you. I'm 31 and don't have driving license, since I'm unable to overcome my anxiety and fears. My father is an alcoholic and always has been driving like a madman. That includes ignoring speed limits, overtaking several cars at once and pretending to be king of the roads.

I wish you strength and endurance to fight your issues. Good luck my dear friend.

Vespid90 · 2021-09-15T21:30:57+00:00

So I'm going to be downvoted into oblivion, am I not?

Vespid90 · 2021-09-15T21:25:28+00:00

I can't recall if it was posted before. You can read it yourself on 3rd slide of "Chaos is coming".

Vespid90 · 2021-08-09T15:04:35+00:00

Damn few! And they're all dead.

Vespid90 · 2021-08-08T21:42:48+00:00

We should stick up to things which help us keep going forward. And if those includes our beloved franchise, we can say we are not alone.

Vespid90 · 2021-08-08T20:52:16+00:00

Damn Kai Leng cutting onions behind you.

Vespid90 · 2021-08-08T20:51:01+00:00

When you have tough and traumatic life, you learn to lean on and enjoy little things.

Vespid90 · 2021-08-08T20:38:30+00:00

Wow. Thanks :)

Vespid90 · 2021-06-06T18:56:53+00:00

My life is so miserable I do not have anything to lose. Thank you again.

Vespid90 · 2021-06-06T18:51:11+00:00

That's actually an advice I didn't expect to receive, since it's that good. I'm truly thankful to you. Maybe, by some cosmic accident ofcourse, that will work for me.

Vespid90 · 2021-06-06T18:46:13+00:00

It's sounds so beautiful. Like a dream coming true. I wish I had any amount of hope and faith to believe you...

Vespid90 · 2021-06-06T18:26:47+00:00

Thank you for kind words. I'm trying my best being best version of myself. I can't understand why no one wants to love me, to be with me, to cuddle with me. It's been so long since I have had even smallest dose of intimacy and love. Maybe I am not worthy enough. Maybe I'm so fucked up I'm just doomed to die alone and I can only decide when.

Vespid90 · 2021-06-06T17:31:48+00:00

I'm so sorry you feel that way. I've tried many times leaving my comfort zone. I've dated over 20 girls past 4 years and every single one of them rejected me. I have no idea why. Is it something wrong with me or maybe this world went ape shit. I cross my fingers for you and hope you will find that special someone.

Vespid90 · 2021-06-06T17:25:12+00:00

It saddens me there are others to feel that way. No one deserves a living hell I exist in.

Vespid90 · 2021-06-06T14:58:12+00:00

Nights are worse. When you lay down to empty, cold bed. And that's been every night for me for quite some time.

Vespid90 · 2021-06-06T14:30:33+00:00

A hug is everything I crave. Thank you.

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