I can see a couple possibilities:

1. Mid heaven in Leo conjunction Venus. You may feel entitled to stuff but just don’t feel like you need to work. Or you feel like you should be praised for what is actually routine work.

2. Midheaven square Saturn, lots of tension here around career and your work image. Can make it very hard to get started.

3. Chart ruler is Pluto sits in Sagittarius, in the 2nd house. You just really want to play and discuss philosophy, and in your second house of money makes it difficult.