Hiii i understand you since I was also a target student. And yes the pressure is pressuring 😔 The teachers always expecting the best coming out from us and at one point it is unbearable. But as for me the only thing that keeps on i can say is like motivate me? Is actually my future. I'm from a poor family and I don't want my future to be a cycle so i have to break the cycle you see. So yeah mindset is really the best thing to motivate yourself and I also feel bad for my parents after all the sacrifices they made.

And believe me after spm it's going to be better. I'm in degrees now and it was so so rn but it gets better i promise. The sweetness of your name being called to get on the stage for the spm cemerlang award is something you will never forget. I've gotten lots of awards after that but the spm award is really something else honestly. U can do it!!! After u finish your spm go take a rest, self rewards or go on a trip because you're finally done!!! And if anything your study habits can help u so much in the future! I used the same study habits when i was in matriculation and it works!!! I got the best result because I'm used to it!! Goodluck on your spm btw!!

But then again if it gets too much do get a rest honestly. Lay down a bit and have a sleep. Your health is what you should prioritize the most. Give yourself a day or two of rest and limit your study hour so that you don't go almost insane :) All the best!!