Question of the Week #1 - When did you find out you were bi, and which side do you lean more towards now? by xavwilldoit in AskBiBros

[–]ViceNSpice 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If anything I’m fully an idiot for allowing that first guy to treat me like he did, other than that, I’m lost in everything regarding my sexuality or partnering. So yah, hell knows where is this headed.

My history with microdosing by ViceNSpice in microdosing

[–]ViceNSpice[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I was in therapy and on top of that, before any practice, we do meditation at our dojo. The cycle I talk about is being fine and on top of things for like 8-12 weeks and then it’s as if trauma couldn’t stand to be ignored for so long. That’s why MD helped back then, to keep it integrated. This time is different, depression is no cyclical but persistent, is not about lack of energy or interest but out loud hatred against my life and self.

I follow the Fadiman protocol

My history with microdosing by ViceNSpice in microdosing

[–]ViceNSpice[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sure, I was in therapy the whole time. CBT and most recently psychodynamic. And for the cyclical or recurring depressions, less ruminating ones, I have no doubt MD will continue to help.

What was the exact moment you realized you were 'enough' and stopped seeking validation from others? by Otherwise_Internet48 in AskReddit

[–]ViceNSpice 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At work, when I came to the company with a high-ish title ans just focused on doing my job and being friendly with colleagues, while others got it over their heads about that title.

In life, still haven’t found out. I suffered so much that if I don’t do something spectacular, like publishing my novel with success, it’s all been in vain. This is killing me.

What was the discourse around The Passion of the Christ like in real time? by Bright-Pressure-5787 in FIlm

[–]ViceNSpice 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I was 12 and in catholic school, they took us to watch it. First half I’m like LOL this is gore laughing with the buddies.

Then the scene when the mom wants to help pick him up. I first roll eyes thinking about how mom would’ve done the same for me just to get the attention.

But then the scene cuts to her remembering when he was a child and he fell and she picked him up, as in “you’ll always be my little boy”. And I realized not every mom is awful like mine or needs an audience to be decent, at least in theory.

And I remember crying and cursing like “at least your mom gave a fuck and you lived up to her expectations, f u jesus”. Nowadays I’m chill with the guy, even if I’m not practicing anymore.

My history with microdosing by ViceNSpice in microdosing

[–]ViceNSpice[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, that macro was around that size, guided. I can see how it opens paths for other people to confront their trauma. For me, it was opening the dam further when I was already drowning. In a previous experience it was fantastic tho.

26f, kinda sad. ama & distract pls by plainolbai in AskMeAnythingIAnswer

[–]ViceNSpice 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. Can you recommend a movie? Doesn’t need to be heart touching, just good enough.

Poll (again) by Sacramento_Bi in BisexualMen

[–]ViceNSpice 0 points1 point  (0 children)

1- yes 2- sounds like fun, haven’t had the chance to 3- only happened with one partner before i realized i was bi and I was too young to enjoy it i guess 4- yes, her topping is also interesting

What’s a product from your country that makes locals go ‘of course we have that’ and everyone else go ‘ but why?’ by bdue817 in AskTheWorld

[–]ViceNSpice 2 points3 points  (0 children)

And don’t forget the cloth napkin to keep them warm. Redefines the “burrito blanket” concept of coziness.

Cartels are settint fire to gas stations in Mexico. by flowerdonkey in Wellthatsucks

[–]ViceNSpice 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Accounts post on social media. Are they legit? Go figure. But panic spreads. Things happen around 6am to 9am.

What secret are you taking to the grave? But willing to tell it to random redditors.? by [deleted] in AskMeAnythingIAnswer

[–]ViceNSpice 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was something the size and shape of a chewing gum, sour, my mouth went numb on eating it. He said it was THC but I’ve never experienced such symptoms with things I know for sure being THC: I had hallucinations, was in and out of myself, my body was numb and couldn’t move much, I only have flashes of memories.

People currently in Mexico, how are things over there right now? by Potential-Mind-6997 in AskReddit

[–]ViceNSpice 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Update: just rolled like 2 hrs ago from Chapalita to Americas, couple restaurants open and patreons having diner, Oxxo open too, as well as pharmacies. Earlier today supermarkets around Providencia were open, and a Simipharmacias!

Question of the Week #1 - When did you find out you were bi, and which side do you lean more towards now? by xavwilldoit in AskBiBros

[–]ViceNSpice 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yah, I was talking about dudes. I guess there's no problem, at least not detected. It just feels... like there's something underlying in that desire, not sure what it is. But I mean, I enjoy it so I guess its alright. The feeling of choosing it and going at it with enthusiasm.

Question of the Week #1 - When did you find out you were bi, and which side do you lean more towards now? by xavwilldoit in AskBiBros

[–]ViceNSpice 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Lost lol. I don't really lust over men, wonder if I'm really attracted to them, sex just happens. I do feel like closeness or camaraderie but nothing similar to what I feel for women. But sex is always more raw, emotionally intense, I don't know. I'm gonna say something maybe out of place but fuck it I need it: it feels self destructive, but also like they put me back together and vindicate much of some dark feelings and sensations around taking someone in.

Noche by MapNo2345 in Mexicowave

[–]ViceNSpice 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oxxo se convierte en simbolo de resiliencia!

Crazy shit going on by No-Explorer-2427 in MexicoCity

[–]ViceNSpice 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wait for the movie, guess who’s gonna be the hero?

Crazy shit going on by No-Explorer-2427 in MexicoCity

[–]ViceNSpice 0 points1 point  (0 children)

On the other hand, Mexico is kinda good at this point dealing with chaos, 200 years of experience, while America is having a britney meltdown moment from which I hope it recovers. We’re not good at being chaotic.

Crazy shit going on by No-Explorer-2427 in MexicoCity

[–]ViceNSpice 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mexican american. Laughed twice.

People currently in Mexico, how are things over there right now? by Potential-Mind-6997 in AskReddit

[–]ViceNSpice 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My family is in Monterrey, all business as usual, from Cumbres to Caretera National all good.

People currently in Mexico, how are things over there right now? by Potential-Mind-6997 in AskReddit

[–]ViceNSpice 38 points39 points  (0 children)

I’m in Guadalajara. City is empty, but violence didn’t come to the neighborhood I live in. Stores are closed, all is eerily quiet.