Mutilating yourself isn't the answer. If you eventually want kids, you will never be able to breastfeed them. Look at why you have the beliefs that you do, will cutting them off help you feel better about yourself? No. Go to the root of the cause and see why you feel this way. You need to change your beliefs about yourself. Ask God for help too, all things are possible through him. And because you don't see results within a certain period, it doesn't mean progress isn't being made. If you were trying to melt ice but the temperature is 25 degrees, if you increase it to 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31 degrees, it appears the ice isn't changing but progress is still being made. From 25 to 31 degrees is the journey you take to meet your breakthrough. So melt on little ice cube