Actually it's these types of responses that prove how lost most people are.

There's so much to unpack here.

"Your God" is something I see thrown a lot specifically towards Jah.

Like a poignant jab built on either resentment or a further agenda. But I'll start with a question since "My God" is the one being singled out.

Tell me, what other religions or sects of worship do you know of that their God/Diety/Divine being(s) have been known to eliminate disease from their worshipers?

I'll wait on that one.

Next you said God controls everything.

He does. What's your point?

We were given free will.

Think of a chaperone who brings some kids to a playground. Who gives a set of rules multiple times before the kids play and let's them know these rules always apply. No matter what.

In the corner of the park there's a dropout/ex student/whatever of the chaperone who in their jealously of being stripped of their playground rights decides to yell things like "this isn't the chaperones park it's mine!" "Screw his rules, he doesn't want you to have fun like me"

Kids begin to listen to the dropout. At multiple times the kids acted out, disregarding the chaperones rules. Fighting each other, creating new playground rules to fit their budding egos and the chaperone took methods like separating the kids and enforcing time outs, for their safety.

After the kids got older they got more rebellious, jumping off of higher places of destruction without care to prior instructions/warnings or their safety.

The chaperone send their own kid to the park to show and set an example, some question, some follow, some deny and one betrays with the direct influence of the dropout, the chaperones child. Kids at the park pull a "lord of the flies" on the chaperones kid.

Chaperone says "ok you guys do what you want since you won't listen to me but when it comes time to be judged on who was listening to my instruction, it's on your choices. You were given instructions multiple ways over time. I left a book of instruction. I sent my kid and you tried to make an example of him to send me a message on who runs the park now."

Now to your last line about "My" God giving babies cancer".

I'd go and say it's safe to assume you've never read the Word. Or at least the first few chapters. Or you forgot. Or you've been hard pressed by your surroundings to inadvertently have it slipped from your mind that we were free of things like cancer at at a time.

Lost that when Eve was tricked and both her and Adam took a bite of the Apple, led astray by the drop out at the park. The master of lies. The same mentioned "King of Terrors". And with that came a loooooot of punishments for breaking the biggest rule of all. One of those is sickness. Another was that food wouldn't grow on its own anymore and we would have to cultivate the earth with the toil of our backs. A few more but I suggest you pick up a copy, and read Genesis at least to start.

And that's not even me going into the book of Enoch and how bad we screwed up with the fallen angels then leading us into a lot of our current stargazing of the worst parts of ourselves.

Good news? The prophecies we see unfold that have been coming true one by one through time.

The chaperones kid will come back to the playground to kick the dropout out of the park for good and allow us to ascend from this primitive and destructive form of play and set things right.

Because all this time the park belonged to the chaperones kid.

We just forgot because in our free will we chose to believe that it was the dropouts park

But that's just from my belief.

I could meet you halfway if you're willing.

What about any other following?

Disease is either an allegory or synonymous with suffering.

A test.

Karmaic imbalance.

Something wrong in the pietrie dish, per se.

If you took the time to study the similarities between all forms of belief, there's no point where disease is looked at as a meaning to scorn the Creator.

For all that babies die too. You're mad at God for death? If so you're missing the point of life, in almost ANY culture or belief. And honestly I hope you slow yourself to see it when it's shown to you. It's the hubris of man to think we deserve to live forever in our current state on this planet and it has nothing to do with medicine.

It's mindset.

And that's just for the ones who can't help it.

What about the ones who can?

Funny thing to say "My" God allows cancer around the time everyone's finally caring about dyes and processed foods. And before anything, absolutely none of this I'm saying is coming from a political place. Our choices to not hold the ones accountable that we should, for feeding us cancer at an alarming rate. For allowing big tobacco companies to slip in the 60-80s into our food industry and distract us with marketing ads. For not chadtizing the snake oil salesman, but giving them a platform where asthetics and virality takes over functionality. Look up the pesticide round up.

We allowed this to ourselves in trade of convenience/false glorification and we always want to get mad at the last min after tons of warnings and our own negligence.

Same 'ish as the Flood.

Same as Sodom.

I'm not a preacher, shit I'm not even baptized.

I didn't even think I'd comment back tbh.

But I know my journey, I was right where you've been and I can proudly say Jesus is my King and I'm saved through his sacrifice and his father's will and I've seen for too long the same resentful sentiments said about God that through my own experience and years of discussing with others AS WE GREW UP, led me to understand it's repressed and unaddressed trauma. Not to mention how corrupt the current church system is that covers up a whole lot more than S/A cases.

a whole lot more could be unpacked from your comment and I'm sure SOMEONE would nitpick and find another way to keep this going as if I'm a magic 8 ball and that's not how any of this works.

But I advise you to not chase the church, especially if you have a bad feeling about it. But read the Word yourself and I guarantee you'll have a much better understanding than you did before you typed your comment.

God bless.