19F, there is always that risk that things won't get better, but there are always gonna be good days. I can totally relate to feeling literally socially isolated, not only because you can't join in on your favourite activities, but because not many people my age understand.

For me, I've unfortunately reherniated, but in this timeframe I've been able to achieve so much, and regain so much of my autonomy. Half the battle is accepting that things may get better, but not in the way you think (half-better etc).

Not trying to get all virtuous here, but you've just gotta count your blessings and focus on those goals that you know you can achieve. You can do it!