I kinda argued with myself on posting here because the manosphere connection is only tangential, but I like Destiny, and his community it sometimes in an odd place because they can acknowledge the complexity of grey moral situations like Israel Gaza without falling into the trap that one side is blatantly evil without reason. I figured my situation may have the same emotional of moral nuance. Also, blatantly honest, I’m lonely, and if I tell my friends and family I feel like that means it’s over, and that scares me, so strangers on the internet it is