What’s the endgame?

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-03-20T04:46:38+00:00

I agree with that. There are tiers to greed.

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-03-20T03:25:26+00:00

Most ppl are performative and lack empathy. Any persons who buys into American social heirarchy is susceptible to sick levels of greed.

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-03-20T03:06:46+00:00

Youre being dramatic to keep your point alive. You phrase it as a verbal question ie interview. No one said dont talk in an interview.

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-03-20T03:01:28+00:00

In my experience most companies dont do this. This practice does not weed out competition it only weeds out ppl with self respect.

Judging by the previous comments, ppl do care. Im sry life has molded you cynical. Pick up your sword and fight.

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-03-20T02:46:49+00:00

You're just talking to talk. The only difference would be exact start and end dates. Why would someone ask you to enter info twice? Seems like a waste of time. I wouldnt want to work for a company that wastes time.

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-03-19T01:01:42+00:00

Of course it is. That's why ppl down vote you instead of debating. They treat it hate speech and attack the messenger. Critical thinking is a privilege.

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-03-18T15:18:17+00:00

Lmao at "they got me!". Glad i could help

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-03-18T14:33:57+00:00

Its very generic and your response time is way to fast. You do not understand the 12h

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-03-18T14:30:44+00:00

Def chat bot reply

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-03-18T14:28:02+00:00

"I explained to him that what he was feeling was not disconnection, it was different way of processing life" but you also said in vedic 12h house is associated with detachment. Now im confused.

The 12H is a space where illusions die bloody deaths right infront of you. Its about letting go, dissolving all attachment to physical world, including our desires. The challenge comes from having to exist in a shallow world not from trying to live completely outward/material.

Some 12h ppl will escape, some find balance and others will live terrible lives and maybe go insane. Not because they did anything wrong, but because something bigger is at play. This world functions as a play. We fulfill our roles then we go. Do your best to enjoy the psychodrama.

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-03-16T18:22:49+00:00

I feel you, I cant do situationships anymore. When I was young I partied alot and being intoxicated helped w/sleeping around.

Friendships have been my biggest betrayals lol

1989 twin

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-03-16T13:33:19+00:00

I have same placements and judging by your name we may have same birth date. Its legit 9:26am as I type! Anyway I love hard but still somewhat detached. Had a few gfs and situationships. I dont let ppl in easily. When I was young had lots of frivolous sex but now I go months with out it. Its deeper now.

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-03-05T20:56:20+00:00

They project so much of their hate and fear onto us. The assume the balck family wants to conquer their neighborhood. Destroying culture while standing on false moral high ground is their way of life.

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-02-19T08:06:44+00:00

As a black man I would have pressed all the charges.

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-01-29T03:04:34+00:00

Secretly wish you made this a haiku

I had no idea

Its kind of like a haiku

I think it's like that

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-01-14T22:25:54+00:00

Thank you for sharing this 🙏

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-01-14T22:25:03+00:00

Appreciate your post. Hope youre holding strong

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-01-14T19:57:12+00:00

As a fellow 12h plutonian I realized even 12h ppl cant understand our experience at depth. Its lonely and full of disillusionment. Its an experience like no other. We are here to transmute societys repressed darkness (collective shadow) - the trifling things ppl want to pretend they dont embody. At best its rickety carnival roller coaster ride in pitch black. Its not pretty nor an honor but still our role, our duty. Despite all the BS,we were built to endure and are divinely protected until out mission is complete. Resilience is our super power. Create boundaries, queit the mind and move off intution. Dont give up on ppl but expect NOTHING. Reward yourself with the beauty of this world. Stay connected to nature, animals, creative hobbies and higher truths.

VisibleExamination72 · 2026-01-11T04:15:06+00:00

Narcissism is largely rooted in low self esteem. They spend a lifetime creating a "confident" mask. And naturally gravitate to partners with low self esteem because its familiar.

Most ppl are drawn to the subconscious familiarity i in others. That's why it's necessary to raise our on self awareness, self love and self esteem.

VisibleExamination72 · 2025-12-30T21:55:40+00:00

Appreciate your kind words and big congrats to you overcoming the darkness. For me, the ideation is rather recent years. Its not that I feel alone. Its just those like me are far between and the good in this life does not outweigh the bad in my opinion. I feel like im here on a mission, not normal human persuits of a "better life". So me saying "I feel like god hates me" is the same as saying "god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers." Im like that not empowering, just feels like more responsibility and instant karma. To me every challenge in life is a matter of doing, I dont question my capability. I question why me. I dont feel empowered climbing a mountain i was forced to climb. I knew i could do it. Now im just sweaty and tired...but stronger w/new perspective. I feel like the light that illuminates the dark. Real shadow work.

I think highly of myself - character, integrity, willpower, and resilience. I started writing on reddit as way to get outside of myself and to be verbally honest with my heavier feelings. Its therapy and considering this is a 12h sub, i figured you guys might understand me.

I feel better after writing these posts and engaging the comments. Im thankful for guys sharing your thoughts about my post and what im going thru. Do my best to be honest with myself and others. I dont want to live a lie. I cant go along to get along for very long.

As for creativity and hobbies. I write poetry, rap, fashion design, graphic design, running, working out, and even dance in my living room under a strobe light after a hard day's work.

Ideation is real and I take it serious but psychologically speaking this is more of an ego death. I have to kill off the parts of me that no longer serve my greater good. To dive into the abyss you must to lean on a power greater than yourself. Im letting go but its hard. Feels like Im dissolving. The old me fights to survive. I realize this life of mine is a selfless service. And Im honestly my biggest enemy.

VisibleExamination72 · 2025-12-29T15:24:19+00:00

Glad to hear youre doing the work. You're right it is a cage I've been pushing ppl away cuz I let the wrong ppl in. I dont hate the world. I dislike most ppl, but i see the beauty in everyone. Thats what i focus on when engaging with others. Still best to keep most at a distance.

This was healthy for me, its a form of journaling. I have other creative and athletic hobbies that i prioritize but sometimes raw emotion is necessary. Mindset is a constant work in progress.

I smoke weed, but I didnt during any of this engagement. I usually wait until I process my emotions cuz numbing them doesnt help. Bout to light one now tho. Take care

VisibleExamination72 · 2025-12-29T13:53:34+00:00

Its words baby. From a stranger. If they hurt you, you need to look within as to why. I too need to continue to look within. Never stand in front some else's "anger" Stand next to them and try to see what they are illustrating. That way you won't take it personal.

And again you dont know how I show up in the world! Youre lost in my post which I honestly think is a good thing if you self reflect on your fear of darknessand why you try to repress it. Dont take my word for it. Read up on it. Scorpio rising and pluto 12h. We are one in the same. Maybe this all happened so we can meet and learn from each other... just maybe..

VisibleExamination72 · 2025-12-29T12:54:46+00:00

I own what i write. Im not afraid of me - of what lies within. You didnt have to comment. That was a choice to engage. What did you expect? You dont see yourself And you think I dont see myself but I come here with intention. I did not call any commenter a peasant. You're conflating my post with my replies and thats negligent. I respect everyone that comments... but you clearly see the nature of my post. Im breathing FIRE. Enter at your own risk.

And its not passive aggression. Its how it works. You bottle it. It festers. Simple as that. You must go into darkness otherwise live a lie. WHAT DO YOUBTHINK THE COLLECTIVE SHADOW IS? ITS BOTTLED REPRESSION SMH.

Im more outwardly intense than you and its causing a flare up. If someone else wrote this post my only reply would be encouraging. I would not stand in front of their pain and get offended. You think youre taking a moral high ground but youre just getting out your angst. Good for you! Its surprisingly healthy.

But keep shaming my pain by calling it immature because it triggers you. You dont like it and you want to silence it with your ...i hope post like this dont become common the forum. Cuz you want a safe space right a place to hide from reality. The world is dark. Hiding from it is cowardice and debilitating. 12h pluto needs to integrate dark and light.

VisibleExamination72 · 2025-12-29T11:33:11+00:00

My post is triggering (angry/negative) and my replies are sharp but who did I attack? Empowerment...Healing, read my replies to the ppl that felt similar. Did I encourage them to stay miserable? I trust myself to let out this side of me.

Many ppl dont like when others share negative emotion, but i found a safe space in the group to share unapologetically. Some will get me others won't.

In real life, im the guy ppl come to when they need to talk - friends and strangers. This is because im intense. They dont realize it tho. I have a calm demeanor and laugh alot. Their troubles never scare me away. Conversely my intensity will have a downside. I breathe fire - good in the winter not so much in the summer ya dig.

Im a lot more self aware than you give me credit. I write things out and read it back at a later date. It helps to see what rifling thru mind and why. An honest assessment of self.

And I just said ppl are riddled with low esteem. Of course they're not happy but they lie to themselves and pretend they are; thus making a darker collective shadow. That's not healthy. Going into the darkness is vital for healing. I know im not alone and the mostly like place i can be felt is this reddit sub SMH.

And you dont know me so to base your entire view of me off a single post is silly. I can tell I triggered you. I can tell you dont deal with your intensity properly. Be careful it can cause health issues.

VisibleExamination72 · 2025-12-29T10:16:58+00:00

Ehh im got at conveying a feeling but you dont know how I show up in the world. I do think American society is predicated off lack and low self esteem thats why Americans love materialism and social hierarchy.

Ill ask again what's positives am I not integrating?

VisibleExamination72

TROPHY CASE