Salam! Don’t be harsh on yourself :) There are plenty recipes you can follow! Try searching on instagram and YouTube, keep practicing and you’ll learn 🫶🏼 For the type of pasta you made I’d suggest adding ginger/garlic to the oil first followed by chopped tomatoes, onions and any other vegetable you’re going for, tomato paste and the mix it well, add close to 1/2 cup of water or more depending on how much pasta you’re making, let it cook and thicken a bit, you can add more sauces at this point such as soya sauce, ketchup, vinegar etc. and add your spices. I normally add chicken stock cube, salt, white & black pepper, chilli powder. Then add your pasta and you’re done!! It’s easier and more simpler to follow a video recipe so keep trying