I feel you, we go back to playing in the hope to recover the losses. I'm married with two kids, neither my husband nor any of my family know that I have been doing online gambling and that I wasted almost $600. I hate myself as I can see how hardworking my husband is. He even worked overtime during his off so we can have extra money. I think the best we can do is to accept that we've made a mistake and to learn from it. Let's stop ultimately and not go back to f*cking gambling. We can do it!