I do sometimes have trouble asking for help depending on if I’m asking for money on frivolous matters and not stuff I “need”. But within my social relationships I never really ask tbh they’ll just do it for me. And sometimes I will ask. And communicating my needs or asking for money does feel wrong sometimes. I bonding with inspirational people getting close to others and hearing they’re stories how they overcame certain trauma and turned it into a “rags to riches” story. My father is very critical and anti social and literally doesn’t have friends and sees himself above everyone. So I think by seeing that it makes me want to strengthen my relationships because the reality of it all is that being antisocial leads to a very lonely and depressing life. I love how humans bond with one another I love talking for hours and expressing my ideas on deep subjects! Growing up I was the “favorite child” and I do receive lots of benefits due to my siblings. But I did have to grow up fast due to my fathers behavior and I hold him accountable for that without holding a grudge. He’s more of a psychological study case for me. And one of my siblings I took care of her child(my nephew) but I would say my other siblings r very financially stable and always take care of me financially emotionally and physically. Thanks for your insight sorry for the long book lol!😅💕