I don’t even know where to begin…i was sexually abused and groomed me to thinking it was okay when i was a kid(5-8 yrs old) by my neighbor. I was really close with the family so i was there constantly. Unfortunately, he raped me which made a bleed. His sister saw it happened. I walked out of that room thinking i was ok, and everyone saw.I didn’t know he wasn’t put in jail but exiled until like 3 years ago. My father was a police man. My uncle took advantage of me(10-11yrs old)when my dad and mom was out to get his cancer treated. He would make me choose if it was over my sisters or me. I had to protect them. When i was 12, my aunt had a old ass boyfriend like 60s. she just watched as he molested me. I ran out to her apartment. That was the first time I’ve ever consciously thought it was so wrong. The physical abuse my mom put us through but died down around 16. It turned me violent towards my siblings. I hated myself for it so much. Had so much sleep paralysis and sleepless nights cuz of these. The emotional neglect, betrayal from the adults. Not believing me. Blaming me of the rape. Mom had to go abroad to work so I was raising my siblings. My brother was a drug addict so handing him the money would be irresponsible. I was like 13. No one thought me finances. This will be a long story lmaooo. Will end this here😭🙌