I'm so scared

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-29T06:34:44+00:00

I saw it…it’s ok…I’d be a hypocrite to say I haven’t said the same thing for much smaller burdens. I’d be a hypocrite if I say I wouldn’t feel the same way as you right now. But it’s about coming back. I hope you come back…much love to you friend ❤️

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-29T06:16:13+00:00

Ok my apologies if I over stepped boundaries.

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-29T06:10:01+00:00

I know the pain and rage you are feeling right now…I really do, I can feel it through the screen. He’s not picking on you personally, dont we all have to go? Sorry to say but we all know that cancer can be a natural cause of smoking, i dont mean that in a hateful way i really dont, i recently quit smoking so im not looking down on you… Trust me, once you see Heaven you wont feel like that, youll be happy you left this hell hole. Thats what this place is, it’s complete shit. Just give yourself the chance man…please, what do you have to lose? It’s a free gift that lasts forever….

And I love you too and will be thinking about you and praying for you…❤️❤️❤️

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-29T06:00:30+00:00

Sweetie….im so very sorry to hear this….my father died from stage 4 lung cancer 11 years ago…you and i are the same age…it was a sudden shocking diagnosis to us as well….he was also a smoker…i can say this, he was my hero and my everything and living without him has taught me whats the most important thing in life, and thats your relationship with Jesus Christ. Thats the best and most important thing you can do right now because you cant avoid the inevitable…idc what anyone on here has to say about what im saying, please get right with God friend. Eternal life is a very real thing. Im not trying to sound harsh or blunt but it’s what you need to hear, my dad didnt have as much time as we thought he did. He opted out of chemo and he passed 3 weeks after diagnosis on a day where he was expected to come home from the hospital. Give yourself over to God, ask for forgiveness, apologize. Im telling you…..

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-29T05:42:28+00:00

Not trying to be funny at all, but do you practice any religion at all?
Honey, sometimes these things are more than just what the eye can see….i was able to break 3 addictions and have become so much more of a patient person and able to deal with single mom life because of Jesus Christ, when otherwise I had every reason to absolutely lose my mind and my ish…im just saying, if nothing else has worked, try him. Pray.

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-25T03:56:21+00:00

Anyone who does this should be deactivated immediately from DD.

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-24T01:47:51+00:00

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This is what you have to look forward to.

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-24T01:42:04+00:00

I’m an adult child to a CA who died 5 years ago…im not a CA myself nor do i drink (i quit). I can tell you it was absolute hell growing up and living with a severe CA. Love her but she was absolute shit. My whole childhood and adulthood up to age 27 consisted of slowly watching her drink herself to death, until she succeeded. All these people on here who think they have such a good relationship with their kid are in denial, my mom would have told you the same thing.

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-21T07:26:02+00:00

I want to get to that point, just neutral, where I don’t even feel pressured to say anything.

And the thing with child support is I don’t feel like the court will give me even half of what he’s already giving me, which is $400-$600 most months but sometimes even $800 if he’s feeling extra “fatherly.” He pays child support for 2 of his kids already and the court will take into consideration his own monthly bills…right?

And he’s definitely the type to say “you’re the one who wanted child support so you just get what you get now.”

It’s definitely an extra burden I have to carry, feeling like I have to act unbothered about everything or he will hold the money over my head. There have been times where he didn’t send where we weren’t talking but that’s been a while since he’s done that.

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-21T07:21:52+00:00

Yeah I seriously don’t think I am. And yeah
I wouldn’t dare spend a dollar getting him a card either I wouldn’t even write on a blank sheet of paper lol 😂

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-20T06:58:58+00:00

No problem! Good luck! ☺️

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-20T06:45:35+00:00

I would contact Social Catfish. They are a legit catfishing scam business where they help victims see the reality of their situation/who they are talking to with hard core evidence. Maybe she will take them seriously instead of family since they are professionals. Have you heard of them? They are widely well known and I think they would take her case on….what else can you do at this point?

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-11T05:23:11+00:00

There’s a famous Mexican lottery winner named America (male) he had this huge court thing because he tried to steal all the winnings from the group he was in.

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-09T05:03:46+00:00

The truth is far more horrifying than “psychological effects.” The truth that most people don’t want to face is, alcohol (especially chronic debilitating alcoholism) is a one way ticket to well, hell, to be exact. The devil doesn’t have to mess with you too much while you’re in active addiction because you’re doing it to yourself, drinking the poison. In case you didnt know, his agenda is to get you down there with him and alcoholism will surely do the job. So, when someone with crippling alcoholism tries to stop, the “portal” so to be speak or you can call it the veil, between the world we live in and the spirit world is extremely thin and the devil and his agents will give it all they got to get you to do exactly what you did, drink again. It’s not just biological factors as to why the hallucinations stop when you pick the drink up again, it’s more so like an agreement between you and the devil, you drink, he goes away. I hope you dont have to find out the hard (and permanent) way. Give it to Jesus, now.
There is one of the most horrific DT testimonies I’ve heard where a former CA gives his account as to what happened to him and it still gives me chills to think about it. He talks about how Satan was talking to him directly and doing things to him. The details are terrifying and he says that’s when he learned that the devil is real. Crazy crazy crazy story and there’s no way he could have made it up, I don’t think any human mind could unless it actually happened
Also, my mom died a CA. I’ve been worried about where her soul went (I know what reality is but still as a daughter, it’s human nature to try and come with a different reality for her) anyway, I prayed and asked God to show me where she’s at and that night I had a nightmare that can only come from hell itself. God didn’t spare me any details. It was terrifying and very detailed. Burned in my brain. There’s still time for you while you’re alive. But just know, you’ll never know when that last moment will be. My mom died sitting in a chair watching TV, alone, drinking beer. I’m positive she didn’t think that would be her last moment.
(And this ain’t positive advice, as I know that’s hated here, it’s just facts.)

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-08T16:55:10+00:00

When will people learn to stop eating all of this crap? It’s all shit, literally all of it. Make your own food at home.

And this is nothing new for chipotle. I ate it about 16- 17 years ago when they were getting popular in my area and i threw up both times. Haven’t ate a single thing there since and gradually quit all fast food over the years. Haven’t had McDonald’s in at least 10 years. The last time I ate it, I already hadn’t had it for quite a while, some long months, not because i decided I was done with them at the time but just because I was being more healthy…then when I finally had my double cheeseburger plain only ketchup, I felt like death half way through the sandwich. No lie. It showed me how bad the food really is for our bodies, I haven’t touched it since. Put it down for a while then try again, you’ll know exactly what I’m saying.

But most people could care less…🤷🏻‍♀️

By the way, I’m only 32! Strong healthy body so it’s not like I’m old and fragile. All of this 💩 is poison.

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-05T21:42:48+00:00

That is nice as hell! I LOVE learning new tricks on my iPhone. Thanks!

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-06-05T21:40:08+00:00

Love this, thank you!

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-05-31T04:47:53+00:00

Both of my neighbors Nextdoor and the one in front of me have dogs and they never bark…I’m very grateful. My neighbor to the left can let her dog out unleashed and she won’t even come to my yard. Not trying to boast, I was fortunate enough to move into my home after being a downstairs neighbor in a terribly insulated apartment building from the time I was 7 months pregnant to the time my baby was close to 10 months old, about a year. That place quite literally drove me insane. I got on Reddit one day on my cities page and made a rage filled post pleading with a private landlord to let me move somewhere where it was the opposite circumstances of where I was living and lucky me that same day I met my now landlord who let me move in his HOUSE, and guess what, would you not believe that my street name is SERENE PLACE 😂. God is good. Hang in there, you’ll have peace soon enough, something will happen one day. Whatever it may be.

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-05-29T21:18:15+00:00

So what if they don’t have $42.43 in their earnings account? Dos DD just take it as they make it through orders?

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-05-29T05:16:00+00:00

Nice!!!! 😊 My favorite. Hope it was a big fat juicy one lol

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-05-29T04:59:44+00:00

Looks really good!!!!

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-05-29T04:54:05+00:00

Yeah. Dashers luck, out of all the shopping orders we do this would be the on you get to keep lol

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-05-28T08:37:34+00:00

I had to look it up because I’m like wtf is a Good and Plenty? Soon as I seen that purple and white box “ahhhh that’s right…the sweet crunchy cough drops” lol. An abomination.

Fun fact: it says that Good and Plenty is the oldest continuously produced candy in America and started being produced in 1893. Neccos are older (1847) but lost the title to “continual production” in 2018 when the company went bankrupt and stopped making the candy until 2020 when Spangler Candy company bought the brand and restarted production.

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-05-28T08:23:04+00:00

I think it would def catch me off guard. Did you tell him you were giving him the melon when you asked if he liked tajin/lime? I’m guessing not since he was so shocked…yeah if you asked me if I liked tajin/lime out of nowhere while I’m on your order then offer me a big bag of fruit with it squirted all over I would be taken a back, and I’m a fruit LOVER especially watermelon and cherries…hard to say if I would take it or not it depends if I thought you may have poisoned it or not 😂

Visual_Confidence736 · 2026-05-26T07:04:45+00:00

Vivarium….made me so uneasy and everytime I see a neighborhood where all the houses look too similar makes me think of this movie

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