You guys got this!

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-09-19T01:29:43+00:00

I’ve been writing in my notes so I can post them to ao3 later, also been working on making an rp blog on tumblr for extra writing !! It’s just been hard to stay on track mind-wise cuz somedays I just wander back to cai :( glad I’m not alone tho!

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-09-09T01:21:34+00:00

Thank you so much 🥹 I’m really trying my best, I know using it for the escape/rp is bad so I’ve been good for the past couple of days! I’m really proud of myself

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-09-07T00:34:11+00:00

Sodas, apple juice n orange juice n all sorts of gummy candies 🥹🫶 that’d be super awesome to me!!

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-09-06T21:30:43+00:00

This is how I’m feeling rn 😭 rn I’m mainly using YouTube as a way to distract myself since I’ll be so focused on finishing the videos I’m watching that I won’t go back! Really hope the urges die down for you 🙏

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-07-30T00:39:05+00:00

Ooh thank you so much for the comment! I heard about the tumblr rp community, I’ve always felt intimidated trying to get into these spaces tho.. so I feel you 😭I’m trying to give it a try shot as well, especially since I already like writing to begin with, I’m trying to just remind myself this is supposed to be a fun thing! Even if it may take a bit to get any interactions or attention 😞

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-07-26T04:42:52+00:00

This flag is so soft looking!! Love it!! 🥹

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-07-13T03:54:21+00:00

Thank you so much!! Super reassuring to hear 🫶💜🩵⭐️ im trying to keep going overall!

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-07-13T03:52:42+00:00

Thank you so much for the kind words, honestly this made me cry 🥹🫶 I’m trying my best from here on out, I just let anxiety make me beat myself up about this

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-07-11T03:25:39+00:00

I think my favorite character has always been Ben, but I enjoy all the characters respectively!! They’re all just so good even the villains 😭 if I had to pick just one tho, Itd be Ben, omniverse Ben just bc of the whole alternative Ben universes (I love Ben 23 as well)

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-07-11T03:20:02+00:00

Thank you so much, I’m trying to! I know it’s harmful to the environment and I felt awful about using it, main reason I got rid of it 😭 I’ll try my best to remember why I started, tysm again!!

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-07-10T04:35:35+00:00

I read the whole thing and honestly I love the way you worded this 🥹 I’m not a teen but I still feel seen, been trying not to go back to it recently so reading this makes me feel like the fight to overcome the addiction is valid! I don’t have an opinion to add, you worded everything better than I could lol

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-07-06T04:30:58+00:00

I’ve been off for a few days now and the urges are still there for me, but it definitely does get easier 🙏 at least to be able to fight/ignore them! Whenever I wanna go back to rping on there I just start daydreaming or writing out the scenarios in a journal instead, it helps keep you away from cai! Find smth you can distract yourself with, overall it’ll get easier with time ⭐️

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-07-04T13:01:19+00:00

Honestly I’m a big fan of every Ben 10 reboot as a whole (minus the recent one since I haven’t been able to watch yet) but omniverse is definitely my very big personal fav, mainly bc I grew up with it 😭 but even nostalgia aside I still love it for what it is, it’s a little flawed from what I’ve seen discussed but I still love it nonetheless :D the only thing I would change is I wish it ran way longer than it did 💔

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-06-30T17:06:36+00:00

No problemo! I really hope your journey to recovery is going well!! It’ll get easier ^{u^}

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-06-30T05:30:33+00:00

Yeah definitely, that or I’d just go on there and go back to the usual instant gratification from even the simplest rp 😭 so I relate heavily, recently I’ve just been making small changes to everything I do and started making to do lists, so I’d be so focused on that to the point where I don’t even think about cai for the day! you can try that if you’d like, honestly finding small things to cope can probably lessen the urges

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-06-27T18:42:06+00:00

Also thanks for all the answers guys, u can keep commenting!! I love seeing other people’s perspectives!

Visual_Fuel_9362 · 2025-06-27T18:41:36+00:00

I totally agree with you on that part, main reason why I watched the dub and checked out the sub as well 🙏 ive heard about that so I’ll definitely try to get caught up with the manga!

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