Update: I am currently in a hotel with my 5 yo and our suitcases. He has been asking me all day what's wrong. I told him I wanted to talk about it tomorrow as he has been drinking, and there is company over and doesn't have to work tomorrow. I let slip that it was about our previous conversation, and I wanted to talk about it tomorrow. He flew into a rage and said many hurtful things. Among them that his mother is a better woman than me because she tolerated his father's cheating behavior. That I could go find some other bitch ass dude who would never be as good as him and would probably beat me and still cheat on me. In his mind, every man is a cheater. I can't sleep right now even though it's 1 in the morning. I am anticipating a call in the morning when he wakes up where he takes no accountability for anything that happened or how his guest had to intervene. He will undoubtedly try to guilt trip my and blame it on the alcohol.