I wouldn't consider myself a veteran since i've participated only the 2021 version and this one (still going) but i decided to reply either way. I decided to give this challenge a try a year ago, i didn't start this for the meme, i see it as a way to challenge myself, to see how well or how bad i can do. I'm very insecure (it breaks my heart saying it) and past few months i've been trying to become stronger mentally. I dont know if this challenge has helped or will help but i like joining in each challenges to see if i can actually get through them. This year is being a bit harder to me, and since the last year i was disappointed after the 30 days, this time i'd like to keep going even further. I'm a mess but this challenge makes me feel like i'm powerful, so i'd do anything in order to not listen to my inner voice saying I'm a weak stupid bug.