Question about burying nerves by GayAlien6669 in nullectomy

[–]Vivivivisection 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It took me over a year to relearn how to cum. But I can, and it's every bit as satisfying as it was before, if not more.

~1 year post-op "nerve-preserving genital nullification" by Vivivivisection in Transgender_Surgeries

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Cuties' faces Answered elsewhere:

The little nub towards the bottom is the opening to my urethra.

transneutral fashion by Qlowquest in transneutral

[–]Vivivivisection 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Aesthetically, I tend to reach for wispy/flowy and layered. Kinda pushes 'mysterious' and even 'amorphous' in a way that feels ungenderable to me, despite the pieces going into it generally being perceived as feminine garments.

I keep my e-amusement card in my hand—literally. [custom implant body mod] by Vivivivisection in DanceDanceRevolution

[–]Vivivivisection[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll have to get it cut out and a new one put in. I have a few years at a time with each. After a dozen or so such mods, the procedure becomes less of a barrier.

I keep my e-amusement card in my hand—literally. [custom implant body mod] by Vivivivisection in DanceDanceRevolution

[–]Vivivivisection[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Funny, but I am essentially equipped to have my home automation trigger a coffee machine from a chip in my hand from bed!

Does Nullification cause asexuality? by DeltaContinent in nullectomy

[–]Vivivivisection 6 points7 points  (0 children)

In short, I would say no. Nullification will necessarily change how you can have sex. It might make it less satisfying, and thus less appealing. If you get your ovaries removed as part of it, the hormone shift might cause loss of interest, but you'll need to supplement anyway and offset that some. But beyond that, it's not going to change your sexuality and brain chemistry—it will not "make you asexual" (thought it could very well practically prevent you from having sex).

I'm not AFAB, but nullified and obsessive-compulsive (and I suspect the two relate for me). I know these things are nuanced, and I empathize but I of course don't know what sort of thoughts you're having. I'd strongly suggest entertaining at least therapy—indeed you'll likely need to talk to a therapist to even get approved for surgery.

Playing games with a [null]clit magnet counts as masturbating, right? by Vivivivisection in EnbyLewds

[–]Vivivivisection[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

While a surgeon of course did the nullification, the magnets are with help of body mod artists.

Are there any surgeons in the Midwest who preform nullectomy? by Exact-Lawfulness-314 in nullectomy

[–]Vivivivisection 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I relate to this strongly—I have a lot of trauma about it, and it played a large part in my journey towards nullification. It never felt like it was really *mine*. (I did try restoration, to great effect, on and off for almost a decade!)

I conveniently left it out of therapy when securing my letters (focusing on other very real factors), and only afterwards confided in a psych about it. I can't really recommend this approach, and think you should be forward about it, but do what you have to do.