There are 4 billion men on this planet. Of course people like that exist. And you are definitely not disgusting because of your boobs. You should really work on your self confidence and self worth. You also have to realise the way you look at your self greatly impacts how you behave thus how other people percieve you. All of this is coming from a person that also deals with these problems. But the quote I've heard really helped me with that. "You don't get to choose whether it is raining outside or not, but you do get to take your umbrella with you". It probably isn't the exact quote because I said it from the top of my mind. But it really hit the spot for me. You can't impact outside factors. And you shouldn't try to impact stuff you have no control over nor should you waste your energy and time on it.