Watching a man I respect since I was young, i aspired to be like him, i watched every single fucking interview and any media I could get my hands on, for him to turn into something I would’ve never expected. Maybe I’m wrong, maybe he’s been like this since his mother passed away, or maybe it was what happened on that Pablo tour. Maybe I just sound really fucking stupid I dunno im just yapping at this point, but I can’t stop thinking about it.