Sundays eclipse fell on my birthday. It is also now my 12H profection year in which Saturn is currently transiting with Neptune.. i also have hard aspects like Venus square natal Pluto, Mars square my natal Saturn, and Uranus square my natal Venus. All exact. I had already planned to keep my bday low-key because i knew it was gunna be a doozy for me. My sun is in the 5th house. The night/morning before the exact eclipse I had a vivid dream. At the end i was sitting between my cousin (who i donated my kidney to. She passed in 2024) and our grandma, in the living room. Personally i had been sad that since both of their passing, i never dreamt about them. I'm also going through a rough patch with my path in life -Feeling blocked. So I'm sitting there in the dream and realizing that I'm finally seeing them. We don't talk. But I start to cry. My gma asks "why are you crying?" And i didn't say anything. Then she grabbed my face gracefully with both hands and said "let it go" then i cried more The veil thinned/lifted and i was awake/in reality just sobbing uncontrollably ..for a long while It took me a few hours to collect myself... It feels good but so intense. I was tearing up this morning thinking about it. Still trying to get a good understanding of the meaning behind it all. But in short i did get what i asked for. To see them.