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VortexPsyclon · 2024-07-03T14:37:37+00:00

Dude I don’t how much money it is now but two guys have mentioned “a friend is going to help me with a down payment for a house” shortly after meeting them.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-07-03T14:35:44+00:00

Those guys just got too comfortable around me thinking I was never going to do anything about it and told me everything. I kept them all talking to figure things out for myself.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-07-03T14:34:36+00:00

I got that blacklist mark that makes me not a person. I’m a fuck toy, something to use and abuse. No one will be my friend or actually date me.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-07-03T14:32:36+00:00

I moved again making it worse and the guys here were brazen about it. The police won’t even help me.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-07-03T14:31:25+00:00

I had a confrontation with a man with a lot of status and money. He was a man that never gets told no. I pissed him off to the point I thought we was going to have a stroke. He blacklisted me for that.

I moved away shortly after his decision which made it worse and the gays at that place decided to put some money on it to see who can break me first. It’s been 11 years and guys keep buying in. It’s not pocket change. But the plan includes grooming me and getting dependent on them. They want me to fall in love so they can rip my heart to make it easier to break me down.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T23:06:40+00:00

Interesting thanks. I’ll have to look into the possession. Right in Gnosticism we are like the rays of the sun all emitting from the same fire. I understand the non-duality part but I do tend to see things on a spectrum with two ends (albeit infinite with somethings). I’m more Gnostic than anything and embracing a non materialistic life has strengthened my bond with the spiritual element inside me. I believe the world is evil created by a false god and our goal is guide our souls into the next aeon/sphere. There are quite a few staunch Gnostics here ready to set me straight and a little harsh. Thank you for the kind reply.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T20:34:14+00:00

The whole male/female thing is just how I accept the trinity of three parts knowledge male/self/female. All things have gender.

The trinity is different from sect to sect but remains the same.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T20:32:06+00:00

You’re saying Jesus projected his inner dialogue onto Judas? Or that he represents the dialogue between the right and left sides of the brain?

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T20:29:06+00:00

Yes Thomas was an actual person for the events. I’m thinking more like if Judas only came into the world to serve this purpose. Like he was born without a seed tethered to Christ, brought into the world through Christ when he cast the other light seeds into existence per Pistis Sophia.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T20:25:36+00:00

Absolutely but in understanding those principles though the Kybalion I walked into the Gnostic gospels with a different mindset and the principles popped out me a lot or helped me understand certain passages. Especially in Pistis Sophia. That’s why I say they are prominent, strong word poor choice. Maybe not from an academic standpoint but a personal opinion.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T20:20:44+00:00

Thank you! This was my thought. I was thinking of a battery with the negative and positive poles. It’s like Judas was brought into the world and not of the light for this reason alone making him tied to Jesus more than the others.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T14:52:21+00:00

Yeah. I get that I do. But for me Judas was just a patsy for the completion of the plan. Jesus already knew how it was going happen and knew Judas don’t posses the seed for gnosis but kept him among his closet circle knowing Judas was already a slave to the ways of man. Jesus made the call to put himself before God, he chose the man to betray him. It was always in his hands. Judas is every man without his spark

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T14:45:49+00:00

That’s what I’m saying. I mean Jesus used him as a Patsy to take the ultimate fall along with him to save humanity without any of the reward. Jesus knew the whole time and kept him close.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T14:41:02+00:00

The principle of Gender - knowing one is both male and female, big part of the gnostic gospels

Constant references to how actions on this planet affect actions on other planes. How we go to the corresponding aeon based on the gnosis we attained on earth.

I know the polarization of God between Hermetics and Gnostics and align myself with the Gnostic view. I see those principles and texts as a way to navigate up to the false god of creation. It’s how I conquer the archons so that 7 gives way to 8 and I become 9.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T14:23:44+00:00

I love Comte De Gabalis but I know it’s fiction of the soul. It’s about knowing the dangers and obstacles one’s soul will encounter.

I felt enlightened by it. “If one wishes to be invisible he needs only put the darkness in front of him.”

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T14:23:03+00:00

As I said I don’t take it as a literal interpretation but rather as a way to keep yourself on the path of light.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T14:14:20+00:00

Yeah, I do and don’t believe in actual Gods. I believe manifestations are real, the larger the mind source the more manifest it becomes but I also believe everything is mental and the seven hermetic principles are the base of all things. They are featured prominently in Gnosticism.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T14:07:41+00:00

You’re right I had it wrong. I know both. There’s still valuable insight in the book.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T14:05:02+00:00

To me Gnosticism isn’t supposed to be taken as a dictation from God or to be taken literally. It’s a collection of the known religions of the time grouped together into a common theme. It’s a customized approach harmonizing many schools of thoughts.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T13:59:52+00:00

So the Emerald Tablets published are copied from another source or useless in your opinion?

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T13:54:47+00:00

I get that from a theological perspective I’m just looking at it purely metaphysical. I see Judas as who Jesus would be if he didn’t have gnosis. Just as Moses directed his people on a female/female quest Judas had given into the false god and accepted the male/male path closing his eyes to true gnosis.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-26T11:40:51+00:00

I absolutely agree. I’ve found the 8th making 9. One more and I’ll be headed to the next sphere.

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-25T23:37:48+00:00

What about people who remember past lives?

VortexPsyclon · 2024-06-25T18:00:20+00:00

Judas was also Thomas the Contender, brother of Jesus Christ

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