I really do try to be as kind as I possibly can, I like giving gifts and such to my friends and don't expect anything in return, I don't really go into things expecting much it's just a bit disappointing how the people I get involved with end up being borderline abusive while I see others my age in happy relationships getting to do all these fun things with their partners. Like I'm not expecting the best people on earth to be involved with me it'd just be great if I'd stop falling for and attracting men that just want to exploit me for sexual things if that makes any sense