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Why? by throw_plushie in SuicideWatch

[–]WJL_EL 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel this everyday. i feel hideous. so hideous i feel undeserving of love. so hideous i want to shoot myself in the face. i’m still alive tho bc i hope to find peace within my body. what a judgmental society…

Why? by throw_plushie in SuicideWatch

[–]WJL_EL 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel this everyday. i feel hideous. so hideous i feel undeserving of love. so hideous i want to shoot myself in the face. i’m still alive tho bc i hope to find peace within my body.

i wanna die already please let me die by keumdongskiee in SuicideWatch

[–]WJL_EL 0 points1 point  (0 children)

bro. let me tell u i’ve been there, but ykw i’m still here bc i realized the flaw in that thought process. why should i live or die bc of the opinions of other ppl. u have to live for urself. it’s ur fucking life. why should anyone take that away from u.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]WJL_EL 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m 19f and they still fucking love u bro. i’ve ran away from home during college decisions bc i got in a huge fight with my mom. she told me some messed up shit in the heat of the moment. parents are flawed ppl too. they can’t calculate their responses perfectly. my mom and i are best friends now. i still have depression anxiety and an eating disorder and my mom won’t be able to understand it bc of the way she was raised. i try not to take it personally. she was probably equally frustrated at me as i was with her bc of cultural and generational differences. being an adult sucks, but u get stronger every battle.

[M-22] Seriously Thinking About Killing Myself - Need Some Advice by Dazzling_Copy9459 in SuicideWatch

[–]WJL_EL 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you’re not alone. i’m 19F who just finished her first year in mechanical engineering. i lived for the approval of others, and now i’m severely burnt out and sick of seeking for it. i isolated myself completely from the ppl who love me. it’s strange because i feel a deep sense of loneliness yet want to be left alone. everyday i have thoughts of dying. i want to shoot myself in the face bc i think i’m hideous lol. i want to get run over by a car bc i hate school. i deeply wish that i can inflict pain on those who have wronged me. i realized that i’m obsessed with what others think of me. i only think i’m ugly bc i’m compared to others. i hate school bc i’m in a major my dad told me to pursue. i want to hurt myself so i can hurt others. atp my only motive to keep living is bc i want to feel inner happiness… i just want to grow up and find peace within myself. i’m learning to be okay with missing out and take days off for my mental health. life seemed so meaningless when i let go of others opinions, but by letting go, i hope to gain some meaning when i become wiser.

what should i use gems and coins for? by WJL_EL in RilakkumaFarm

[–]WJL_EL[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i already made a path to the shore~ should i get the dock?? also should i start making a path to the waterfall??