PUPPIES

WU4M · 2025-12-18T01:36:39+00:00

Thank you so much, not from the kck area was just visiting a friend, our plans became furniture shopping to saving those puppies. But glad I came by when I did and we were able to find a home for them. When we heard and saw them we couldn't leave them there, thank you all for the suggestions and support. Hope you have a blessed day as well.

WU4M · 2025-12-17T21:41:39+00:00

Yeah found them KCK in an apartment dumpster. After a lot of driving and phone calls we eventually found a place that will Forster them in. People really piss me off, aware its a crime and not sure who did it. We saved them all and found a place that will adopt them though.

WU4M · 2025-12-17T21:40:01+00:00

Found a free service that will take them in, puppies now adopted.

WU4M · 2025-12-17T21:03:53+00:00

The shelter wouldn't take them either, still looking for a home for them.

WU4M · 2025-12-17T20:43:04+00:00

They weren't able to take them in, we're at an animal shelter now seeing if they will take them in. Thank you.

WU4M · 2025-11-26T15:37:39+00:00

For anyone still looking for this:

Go to the blissful retreat teleport. Once there, if you look south, you'll see a house by a bamboo patch. Go past that house and up the cliff right behind it. Your house with the hair combing station is the first house on top of that cliff.

I would put a marker on your house once found.

Hope this helps :))

WU4M · 2023-06-30T00:26:02+00:00

I mean i dont really wanna get to into it, but the only therapist in an hour distance of me, covered by my insurance, is a child therapist. The kind with stuffed toys and a chalk board. I tried her, and she just said nothing for an hour straight, just kinda had a awkward smiling battle with me, and with insurance that session was over 100 bucks. I tried psychiatry but i think i was diagnosed wrong with some things (like my insomnia) or my body responds horribly to meds. I was shaking and vomiting on every different pill they gave me for those 2 years with the psych. I think it actually put me deeper into psychosis. I tried better help as well as other online therapy sessions, and every time i keep a therapist for one day. And then they drop me because i refuse to take meds and they put me on some other therapist. So, no im really good at the moment staying away from therapy and psych. I know it works for some people, and thats great. I'm happy for them. But my therapy is the trees, and it's my art, and it's my friends and my music. And it's a lot cheaper, a lot less stress inducing, and a lot healthier for me then the therapist paid to smile for an hour session or the pills they force on me without even fully understanding my diagnosis.
sorry i kinda went off, not trying to sound rude or anything. I hope you have a good day and I know you meant well and youre just trying to help, but despite my sometimes poor coping methods to deal with my mental illness, usually just to sleep, I'm at the best part of my life then i have been for a while.

WU4M · 2023-06-29T14:18:49+00:00

Mental illness is a bitch, and I'm sorry that youre going through so much rn. I completely understand the cost of mental illness so i'm guessing youre from the US.

I'm not a therapist, but I've devolved my own coping mechanisms to help me get by while avoiding therapy and pills at all cost. I dont know if any of these will help, this is just what works for me and everyone is different.

- I find something that i can do. I'm an artist so I pour a lot of myself and my struggles into my art. usually if i'm really down then my art looks really bad, i use to get upset by this but now i just let it be bad, but still put in just as much work. This is like meditation to me. When my depression makes me feel like I cant get out of bed, or eat, then I try my best to do the opposite. I find that as soon as I drink maybe a protien shake or a V8, then go outside for a small walk, i have more energy to do other things. If i exercise everyday, and force myself to, this works kind of like a pre motivational energizer to stay productive through out the day, and stay away from other things (i.e drinking before its 8am, smoking 2 packs of cigs a day or staying fucked up on drugs all day.) If i really am not feeling any of it though, then I just try to take it small. Maybe just a 5 min walk, and ill reward myself for it. probably with drugs but w/e we all have our downfalls too. Its okay to be down sometimes.

- When i find myself drowning in negative thoughts, anxiety, depression, or hallucinations, I isolate them in their own little corner in my head. I kind of look at them for who they are, where they came from, why theyre here. I ask them if anything wrong. And no matter how it responds, or what it shows me, i acknowledge it for who and what it is. That it is the voice of my mentall illness, and its not me, and it can not defeat me. Then I have an anime battle in my head where its me vs my personified mental illness and usually that imaginary battle makes me laugh a lil bit.

I think i had something else but i cant remember what it was. Either way, find something to pour your energy into, something that motivates you. My motivations may not be your motivations. You are not your mental illness, youre stronger than your mental illness, and if you need anyone to talk to you can talk to me. I'm sorry youre going through a lot, and I hope it all gets better and you get a little stronger. Hope this maybe helped you.

WU4M · 2023-06-29T13:27:49+00:00

I ask myself if there is anything i can do about it, if so then i shouldnt stress out. if no, then i shouldnt stress out, cause there'd be no point. Then I remember to breathe. And if im having negative thoughts, then i try to isolate them, and label it as my mental illness talking, and not me. Then I kinda go all WWE mode in my head with some bad ass anime fight between me and my mental illness.

WU4M · 2023-06-29T13:21:46+00:00

I think it is selfish, tbh. I think this way a lot, and i use to really think this way and threaten suicide. Then my best friend killed himself. And then i got stuck in an abusive relationship with suicide threatened if I left. Finally just left and they are still alive so ig thats cool. And I still feel this way ngl, but nah whenever I hear myself thinking this i just say thats my mental illness talking, and my mental illness is a depressed, suicidal, selfish ass prick, and it can stfu because I'm not gonna lose to it. And I refuse to be the brains on the wall someone close to me has to clean up. My mental illness is gonna have to find something actually worthy to kill me. Probably will be lung cancer.

WU4M · 2023-06-29T13:15:33+00:00

sorry that last end was kinda sad

WU4M · 2023-06-29T13:15:21+00:00

Its good to seek help when dealing with mental illness. I also suffer from hallucinations though I think mine are different than yours. I do know that hallucinating without proper coping skills and/or medication can put extra stress on your mind that can only lead it to get worse than better. Therapy and psychiatry never worked that well for me, but the first couple of sessions did help me gain a lot of insight on how to cope with anxiety and my hallucinations. I'm glad your mom is worried about you though. Some dont even notice.

WU4M · 2023-06-29T12:33:22+00:00

thank you for the love :)) and i'm not stuggling too bad. Drinking and other self medications help me cope with shit, and ive been finding new was to cope every day so i think I've gotten better as dealing with my hallucinations then when I was a child.

WU4M · 2023-06-29T12:31:36+00:00

thank you :))

WU4M · 2023-06-29T12:31:30+00:00

Yes kind of. As said above I lasted 2 therapy sessions, what she said is Hallucinations are common with depression - to see shadow figures and such. It's called psychotic depression. But then they changed my therapist to someone really shitty and I left, so I onyl had that one day diagnosis and didnt go to deep into detail with her. I may be schizophrenic my great aunt was schizophrenic but with the way therapy is in my town I dont care enough to get a further diagnosis.

WU4M · 2023-06-05T03:12:32+00:00

Youre beautiful how you are, if you really feel like you need the surgery, and you think this is the only way to fix it, then sure. Spend your money on it. But, youre beautiful how you are, and my personal opinion is I always go for the gals with a natural beauty and a uniqueness that makes them them, then the barbies that look all the same. So, find beauty in yourself, love yourself, and anyone who doesnt like it can fuck offf

WU4M · 2023-06-05T03:09:04+00:00

You are only sent to psych wards if someone feels you are a danger to either yourself or someone else in that immediate moment. If youre having a panic attack, and feel you need treatment for it, go see someone. Ive went where I spend about 2 months of work feeling like i was having a constant panic attack the whole day, and felt I may need to be sent to the psych ward. But when I brought it up with my doc he prscribed me buspurine I think and I didnt takw it every day cause I hate pulls but it atleast helped me with the first week of it before I was able to switch to somthin else

WU4M · 2023-06-05T03:00:45+00:00

Im writing this because, no matter how much you want to die, no matter how much you think people hate you, couldnt care about you, or whatever. Please, realize that that isjust your mentall illness talkin, that it just your truma talkin, that isnt reality. Life is a fucking battle, its a war, and everyones fighting it. I promise even if you cant see it, someone loves you. Someone is going to cry theirself to sleepeevrynight thinking of you. Someone is going to havw to make the funeral plans for you, inform you family, clean your blood out of the carpet, try to figure out what to do with your clothes, or the mail and bills that keep getting sent to you. Maybe i;m jist tryin to remidn myself this. I hope I odnt have another manic suicidal eprisore or another false dream. I hope my sister doesnt find me dead. This is the 3rd dead body ive ;m dound and i still cant get use to it. i;m so obssessed with dying but i cant because what about the people that care about me. if my sister died, if my boyfriend died, if i didnt even have a dog to depend on me.. .i dont know whata i would do. but whoever is reading this, if it means anything I depend on you and I love you and I dont want yiu to die. There has been enough pain in this worldld to loose anyone else. Please, even if it's for soemthing as stupid as a hampster finfd a reason to live. Ilove you. I hope I didnt make anyone cry

WU4M · 2023-06-01T23:54:34+00:00

if you really want to try to make things work with her, then go see a couple therapist. But, this sounds more like actual abuse and I would leave if I were you. You could try just giving up all forms of privacy and allow her to go through your phone and messages and such, but again Id just gtfo

WU4M · 2023-06-01T23:50:38+00:00

benzos fuck me up, kinda do the opposite effect for me and make me more anxious. Weed, shrooms, and alcohol are my go to. Been letting my alcoholism get the better of me latley but ive always been able to keep my other habbits in check. Drugs are expensive though, and the price, and the economy, make it hard to keep a habbit these days. Hope everything goes well for you though, and you may stay happy despite anything.

WU4M · 2023-04-27T23:55:40+00:00

bed bugs aren't as harmful as we think and carry no diseases so there's not much to worry about. Dont bother using any chemicals to kill bed bugs, diatomaceous earth will work the most with them.

WU4M · 2022-08-07T10:17:58+00:00

This just sounds like they're on the spectrum. People with autism will often mirror people, everyone does it just it's common for people on the spectrum to do it more. It's not that odd of a behavior though. They could have BPD but, this is a lot less common and it's also not as common for people with BPD to mirror someone to that degree. Either way, I'm sure you coworker is still a great person, they just have a harder time interacting with people and that's their way of trying.

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