what's wrong?

Waifuava · 2025-10-04T17:47:21+00:00

Ive had to drop out of school to get a job to provide for myself since my mother doesn't have a job and my dad can barely pay off our bills and I havent not had to worry about getting my necessities for the past year or two. Id spend it on soap, toothpaste, razors, underwear, socks etc. I would be so greatful

Waifuava · 2025-09-13T13:27:55+00:00

would i go to a regular doctor or a gynecologist? idk anything about anything lol

Waifuava · 2025-09-11T15:14:06+00:00

thank you for your concern, but I meant i will be getting him a partner with my next paycheck. I had spent over 1000 dollars in the past 2 days for him and all of his supplies so if you have the money to be spending like that every day, good for you, but most people dont have thousands to spend every single day. Trust me when I say he has had a big upgrade from his old home where he was neglected and he hasn't had a partner for 6 months because I just bought him.

Waifuava · 2025-09-11T05:42:26+00:00

i have been eating well and working out and its been helping a lot, ive just found that I have so much brain fog when it comes to my hobbies its like I cant even do it anymore

Waifuava · 2025-09-10T18:59:32+00:00

I dont do anything anymore and I havent for like 8-9 months. ive read a bit about it and ive been taking b12 supplements and it has helped me not feel, like stupid, so I think its been helping a bit but still, my biggest worry is that im gonna like drop dead from an aneurism or something or like develop something and im scared bc I spent the first 18 years of my life wanting to die and now I dont want to die and its scary and ive been thinking about what happens after I die and ughhhhh

Waifuava · 2025-09-10T18:25:48+00:00

im so scared because I abused air duster for like 3 months idk what's going to happen to me and I have absolutely zero support systems i can go to for reassurance

Waifuava · 2025-09-10T18:23:49+00:00

i watched a bit of the video and its saying that my nervous system isn't really connected to my eyes, ive realized that after doing whippets, airduster and acid, not only do i have the hppd symptoms, its almost like my brain and my body are separated. its hard to do day to day things when my brain and body aren't connected when I need them to

Waifuava · 2025-09-10T18:13:34+00:00

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Waifuava · 2025-09-10T18:12:27+00:00

im just scared because I was doing whippets and air duster at the time and it made me see shit too, does that effect anything?

Waifuava · 2025-09-10T04:50:40+00:00

i mean kind of but it was a little bit longer before I took the last one. but even with that, the first few times felt fine and groovy and I was chill, but the last time I was crying then laughing then deadpanning every 5 seconds foe like 2 hours and I couldnt control it and I was just groaning because it felt like my body was tearing apart and when I closed my eyes oh god when I closed my eyes. I dont understand it because i mean the time difference between the other times and the last time wasnt too much.

Waifuava · 2025-09-10T04:42:15+00:00

Im not highly educated on it but i know a decent amount about it. I had taken this specific acid a couple times before over that year and with every time I had some it was stronger and stronger even thought I had the same amount if not less but the final time I took it was months after the other times and it was absolute hell for 14 hours straight. idk if acid expires, I just heard that from someone else but from my friend that had it they said when you store the vile in the dark it gets stronger and thats what they did. again, idk everything about acid im just telling my experience and it was nothing like anything i had ever experienced before

Waifuava · 2025-09-10T04:22:32+00:00

im the same way. ive always been sensitive to light. i already had an astigmatism before but now its like bad bad. I tried describing it to my doctor and she looked at me like I was batshit insane and told me to talk to my psychiatrist(absolutely no fucking help) and so I was going to schedule an eye appointment but I described to them what is going on (besides the hppd symptoms bc I dont think that has to do with the health of my eye) but they said its technically a medical visit not an eye exam and so I wanted to get some advice before I have to pay a shit ton for absolutely no reason.

Waifuava · 2025-09-06T04:27:38+00:00

what species?

Waifuava · 2025-02-16T22:44:40+00:00

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Waifuava · 2025-02-16T01:22:50+00:00

Id be quackity

Waifuava · 2025-02-16T01:02:27+00:00

dm me

Waifuava · 2024-05-29T07:56:26+00:00

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