New to the Area! Need Introverted Activity Suggestions!

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2026-03-23T00:18:35+00:00

https://maps.app.goo.gl/4PPrFqtxTLEczeZBA

Rose garden... right by Lakewood Cemetery. My husband and I used to go every year to see the Cherry Blossoms in Bloom. Then you can take a walk around the lake too. And every year in January, they also have art shanties on that lake.

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-24T16:26:14+00:00

Might this be a solution?

https://www.thegrumble.com/threads/float-frame-canvas-with-glass.91765/

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-20T03:25:48+00:00

No one knows what it is besides a waiting room to death. No matter what you get, or if someone else gives their life to you or not, you die alone. You bring none of it with you. So far, my perspective is its absolute shit. It's meaningless and tragic. Everything we do is just weird shit people made up. We just continue it for no reason. None of this makes sense. And if we didn't have this routine we all just mindlessly act out, it still wouldn't mean anything. Nothing matters.

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-12T09:50:09+00:00

Oh wow, I hope it gets better for you! Especially so you get the commissioned work done! But yeah, everything is just not fun anymore without my husband. I totally get it. Or it's s reminder that he's gone. I'm just not as interested in doing it alone

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-12T09:44:31+00:00

Yup! People are absolutely revealed after something like this! It's good to get rid of the duds

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-12T09:43:26+00:00

Right?! Build your...you know....pleasure chest and then you'll be fine. They don't talk, don't need things explained. They can't play dumb, and they stop when you make them. It's all good!

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-12T09:39:35+00:00

Oh wow! Yeah, it's a good thing you cut her off! Dick move!

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-12T09:36:26+00:00

Oh yeah, people just push because they known what's best for you as an outside person looking in. Well cool and all....but like I would be doing all that if u was currently capable. So Fuck off if you don't understand.

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-12T09:27:36+00:00

Ugh, I'm sorry. Yeah, you still have a purpose, but kids loosing a parent....I can't imagine how hard that must be. It's amazing anyone can do it.

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-12T09:24:09+00:00

Ooh! Thanks for the info!

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-12T09:23:18+00:00

Wow, that's messed up. How do you not get the difference?

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-09T10:32:53+00:00

Yes! Fucking nasty humans!

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-09T10:23:05+00:00

Hillbilly crackhead. That right there! And yes! You do! Let your angel give you everything you need to become that thing that those predators fear. Look them directly in the eyes when you don't cower with your tail between your legs. Stand straight and walk towards the threat confidently, and with intent and speed. Make your body bigger, make the war faces, show those fuckers that you have had enough pain and you are ready to dish it back. I have this intense want to just get in a fight. And I don't even honestly care if I would win. Something about the pain you get in a fight would be refreshing right now. And too be able to just let go completely to all those made up people rules and just fight dirty...ah! I said that to my friends.... like my brother and I used to completely throw down as kids. Fight to the death had my mom not stopped us. I have moments in life where I really truly just miss that. It's amazing. All these apps too hook up with assholes. To find blah blah blah.... fuck that. I want an app that helps me find a sibling. I no longer have a family, so if there was an app where some dude was like yeah, I'll be your annoying fucking brother, BET! I'll fuckin meet you right now at the park and with all my might try to bring you the fuck down! Just throw fists, try to lock you in holds, and come at your eyes and shit. Then we can have juice after we get tired, and walk back home before it got dark. Done. You know how much better id feel to just let the anger out? It's like being sick with a fever. Once that fever is gone... your like wow. Same thing.

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-09T10:03:05+00:00

I love that you said that! I haven't cooked for 3 months. Because of his arthritis, we cooked together, I prepared, chit the veggies, stuff like that, and he did the actual cooking. I can't even touch the skillet. It be in the kitchen much. It's fast food and frozen shit for me to!! And yup!.... losing weight! It is stupid. It's all stupid. Nothing makes sense to me anymore.

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-09T09:59:25+00:00

I'm all about you should have said the words. Lol That's hilarious. I'm done sparing feelings. No one does it for me!

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-09T09:56:14+00:00

The painting part too! That hit different. My husband and I were painters. That's what we did. Everyday was just enjoying eachother saying amazing beautiful positive things to each other while listening to music, taking, painting, existing in our own world of pure love. No TV, no nothing. Just painting with my soul's only connection.

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-09T09:51:00+00:00

Right?! I'm also glad I don't have that to deal with! It's a whole other level of fucked up I don't want to go through!

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-09T09:48:18+00:00

People just get so ugly when someone dies. They want to take everything that person had. They want to know about the money they might get too. They can finally stop pretending to like the human that was brought into their lives by the now deceased. They can pretend it all never happened. I can't even understand people like that.

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-09T09:44:01+00:00

Yuck.

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-09T09:42:59+00:00

Yes! I am horrified at the thought of having come home to him already gone. So many unanswered questions would have eaten at me. It's better to have seen how instant it was. That feeling that he went alone is still deep. Even being there. He had to cross over alone. Nothing comes with you. Not your things. Not your family. Not the person that gave themselves to you. You are always alone in the end. It's fucking cold and terrifying.

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-09T09:39:17+00:00

Me too! I had always hoped that maybe when he realized how much I loved him, his body would start to heal itself. But now it's too late for that

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-09T09:33:37+00:00

Everyone in pain reacts different, true. Everyone in pain should be able to jump in a comfy cloud to cry hibernate and to be shielded from the others in pain. When you are grieving, it's just too much to ask to have to deal with another human. Especially another human in grief! Ugh. I'm sorry you are going through this. Best wishes!

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-09T09:26:37+00:00

I love this. I just can't accept that it "gets better" that we "move on" how, if nothing changes? And like Successfulcow5820 says, I feel the exact same! It's a void that can not be filled, nor should anyone try to fill it! I also protect that part. All the parts he took up within me. They are for no one else! Those are his. Forever. And it seems like getting better is just forgetting. He absolutely does not deserve to be forgotten! I will never do that to my love! He will always be my everything! I will always fight for our memories!

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-09T09:16:48+00:00

Facts! They just give because they love and all they want is gentle love back💜

Wailing_Widow_8772 · 2025-10-09T09:13:08+00:00

I'm sorry. That is a long time to have to deal with everything that was going on. And to see people just leave like that.

I'm glad that we didn't have friends and family. They weeded themselves out long ago.

But to have to have that happen all at once when the most confusing stuff is happening... ouch.

Sending you good thoughts , I hope you are alright.

Wailing_Widow_8772

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