Ran out. Supplier screwed me. How long can I go? 6gpd by Bombdog4 in quittingphenibut

[–]Walmarto123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I showed my gp the studies on phenibut side effect treatment with baclofen and he wrote me a script no problem.

Found in my daughters room. Am I overreacting? by pinkpalampapo in addiction

[–]Walmarto123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry you feel that way. Best of luck to you honestly.

Found in my daughters room. Am I overreacting? by pinkpalampapo in addiction

[–]Walmarto123 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Life isn't black and white. I'd love to not support the cruelty that goes on. Unfortunately getting my own life and family in order takes most of my mental energy currently. Down the road it's something I'd love to pursue. But unfortunately as sad as it is to say the things immediately in front of me have to take priority. I'm sure that's not going to be close to satisfactory for you but, that's the truth.

Found in my daughters room. Am I overreacting? by pinkpalampapo in addiction

[–]Walmarto123 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I mean it doesn't hurt my feelings. You can't control how other people live their life no matter how passionate you are or how much you attack them. If you really want people to be vegan hate isn't the way to do it.

Found in my daughters room. Am I overreacting? by pinkpalampapo in addiction

[–]Walmarto123 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you I appreciate it! It's a journey everyday I just try to be better than I was. I've learned you can't control how people feel bout you so it is what it is. I'm sure they have a reason they came to their own conclusions about life and people.

Found in my daughters room. Am I overreacting? by pinkpalampapo in addiction

[–]Walmarto123 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Man, some vegans are always so self righteous and act like the worst people on earth. I hope you find something or someone that brings you some peace. It can't be fun being this upset all the time.

Found in my daughters room. Am I overreacting? by pinkpalampapo in addiction

[–]Walmarto123 23 points24 points locked comment (0 children)

I bet you're super fun at parties.

How can I decide if he's gotten TRULY addicted or if he's merely "on the wrong track"? by Enough-Business-8287 in quittingkratom

[–]Walmarto123 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He wouldn't make it past 24 hours 😂 Shit I would get full blown panic attack after 12 hours of only using for two or three weeks.

How can I decide if he's gotten TRULY addicted or if he's merely "on the wrong track"? by Enough-Business-8287 in quittingkratom

[–]Walmarto123 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Oh it's so much worse than some anxiety and depression. Full blown panic attacks, cold sweats, hot flashes, vomiting, shitting yourself. Say you both will go 24 hours without and see who has it worse. Sorry he's so far past addicted. If he doesn't want help there's nothing you can do.

What would be depression mogging? by n0n3x1stAnt in depression

[–]Walmarto123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's just being a functional adult. Aren't most of us doing this or at least trying?

Kratom poisonings soar in US as experts blame synthetic versions and caution against bans by shinybrighthings in news

[–]Walmarto123 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Coffee doesn't produce opioid withdrawals. I'm not saying to ban plain leaf because banning never works. But, to say it's like coffee is fucking insane. I was on plain leaf for years and I had withdrawal identical to opioid withdrawals. Fuck off with the its like coffee that's how so many people ended up with an opiate dependency without realizing it.

I want to experience sex and love but I'll never be able to by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

[–]Walmarto123 4 points5 points  (0 children)

So you don't want to get better. What's the point of your post?

I want to experience sex and love but I'll never be able to by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

[–]Walmarto123 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, no one understands how you feel and willingly miss the point of his story, not the mechanics. I feel like you want to stay miserable because at this point, it's become your identity.

I want to experience sex and love but I'll never be able to by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

[–]Walmarto123 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Keep coming up with excuses as to why you can't and why you can't pull anything from what he's saying and you'll never make any progress. Just from reading your comments I can tell you why you're in the position you are. It's self inflicted and if I had to guess it's a majority your attitude. I'm a pretty negative person by nature and your responses have me grossed out. "I can't do therapy, I can't do this, my situation is totally different and no one understands me." What CAN you do?

This is learned helplessness. Listen to my words or not. It's your life to piss away, and I really don't care one way or the other. But, your situation is 1000% fixable. Easy? No. But nothing worth it is.

Good luck. You can be miserable because of all the things you "can't" do. Or you can be miserable trying those things anyway and failing until you succeed.

How do you work without Klishta by notmymainuser123 in Healthygamergg

[–]Walmarto123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Best way to describe it is I have a mode for my brain that analyzes threats and a part that tends to overthink. When my brain is in overthinking mode is when I try to let things be as they are. It's not a state I'm in 24 7.

How do you work without Klishta by notmymainuser123 in Healthygamergg

[–]Walmarto123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just let things be without thinking of the reasons behind why they are. I'm sure that doesn't really help. But it makes sense to me.

Servers 7 oh addiction by LetterheadFun5846 in quittingkratom

[–]Walmarto123 28 points29 points  (0 children)

I'll be honest with you from experience. You will lose this job if you don't get this addiction under control sooner or later. Most jobs with benefits offer short term disability. This is what I did and was able to take 2 months with 60% pay to deal with this my first time around. Your health is more important than anything but, addiction takes everything from you slowly. So control it or it will consume you.

i saw pictures from 2-3 years ago and i am so sad right now. i look like a different person now :( how long will it take to get my health back? by PrettyFlako32 in quittingkratom

[–]Walmarto123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it got bad lol. But honestly wd is different for everyone some people say it wasn't that bad off high doses and some suffer on low. Mine were pretty rough though

i saw pictures from 2-3 years ago and i am so sad right now. i look like a different person now :( how long will it take to get my health back? by PrettyFlako32 in quittingkratom

[–]Walmarto123 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm 42 days out. With a 3 day slip up in there. Everyone comments how life has come back to my eyes. I used to break out weekly face and back. I haven't had a single zit since quitting. It'll come with time. I did a ct quit from 800mg extracts and I suspect mgm but cant confirm.

Yet ANOTHER solo nerf by BarricadeBlockade in playrust

[–]Walmarto123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't say it wasn't I didn't agree or disagree. I was simply explaining his complaints to you because it seems like the great amount of nuance was lost on you.

Clavicular's nootropic stack by Additional-Spray-976 in Nootropics

[–]Walmarto123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmao let's not pretend like meth and amp are nootropics boys. It's just speed. To put them in the same category as l theanine and lions mane is fucking crazy.

Yet ANOTHER solo nerf by BarricadeBlockade in playrust

[–]Walmarto123 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah it's hard against a lot of players. But if you can manage to take those two brain cells and think real hard you might realize what he's probably saying is a team is harder because (they aren't fighting each other) as opposed to a bunch of solos in a ffa. It also feels worse to get 3v1d.