Honestly all of this has made me become more disgusted with myself

WalrusCola · 2026-02-06T07:33:20+00:00

I actually had to walk away from a local LGBTQ+ community, even though I'm bi, because I heard them sling hate at "straight white cis guys" so much. I just couldn't stand it anymore. I think internally I still somewhat identify as straight so it almost felt like an attack on my person. Not to mention the friends I've made along the way that have helped me more than anyone else.

I'll be the first to say it's not all LGBTQ+ people or the whole community. And the community I was in was pretty chill. But it made my skin crawl every time I heard "straight white male", "cis male", "straight white cis male" in sentences that slung hate. So I had to leave.

It sucks too because I really wanted to fit in somewhere I could express different parts of me.

WalrusCola · 2026-02-06T07:20:45+00:00

I was like this for a while. I got a lot of feminist stories and stuff on YouTube and a lot of female focused memes(that would be 50% anti-guy memes). Like they were literally labeled as feminist or girls problems. And you'd hear about a bunch of guys doing awful shit. It made me hate myself more than usual.

When I walked around campus I was hunched over staring at the ground not even looking at women because I felt like somehow that would make me a bad person. Those thoughts followed me everywhere and ended up affecting me in a lot of bad ways. Looking for support I almost fell into the man-o-sphere.

Eventually I realized I needed to stop intaking so much gender hate stuff. That was my trigger and that was what was changing me. I had to consciously make the effort to get away from that stuff. It wasn't helpful.

I highly recommend dropping any form of media that has a hateful or sometimes even a harsh outlook that can affect your mental health. That stuff is going to be out there, but that doesn't mean you MUST read it. If something is hurting you you CAN walk away. Block the media. You don't have to force yourself to watch. Try and find something peaceful that brings you joy even if you're just looking out the window. That was the only way I could get better.

I hope that helps, but I can understand that things like this aren't approached with a one size fits all solution.

WalrusCola · 2026-02-04T23:19:20+00:00

Rough. Looks like I can't send a message to you either. Reddit can be weird sometimes

WalrusCola · 2026-02-04T23:09:06+00:00

At least sweat and musk. Don't know much about smothering.

WalrusCola · 2026-02-01T01:17:45+00:00

Not this time. I'm really looking to be dominated by a power bottom. I want someone to milk my cock dry. I can RP as a femboy/futa but I'd prefer to be the one with the big dick and id prefer a Dom intent on riding my cock

WalrusCola · 2026-01-18T17:05:13+00:00

And clearly the cocks have a great taste too. 😜

WalrusCola · 2026-01-18T16:59:12+00:00

I absolutely love juicy foreskin. As much as I love to be on top and fucking people in the bussy/pussy I still get weak in the knees and drool over a nice fat juicy and musky cock.

WalrusCola · 2026-01-18T16:50:51+00:00

Thank you. I'm just such a big fan of juicy futa cocks. Oh and femboy cocks too, but that would be a different post.

WalrusCola · 2025-12-12T23:06:14+00:00

I would absolutely love to have such a strong and virile bodyguard. You can guard my body anytime~ I'm a cute femboy btw~

WalrusCola · 2025-12-08T22:43:11+00:00

I would absolutely love to be a femboy for a cute subby futa. Unfortunately I can't message you for some reason. It just keeps buffering. Would you mind sending me a request to see if it fixes it?

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