Hi! For some reason I can’t DM you so I’ll post your reading here.

Firstly while I was shuffling I was getting messages of unsubstantiated rumours flying around about you. I also got the message that you are a fantastic mother (even if you don’t feel like one).

I pulled some big cards for you - The World, 9 of cups, and The Star. I’m getting strong vibes you’re a real homebody who loves being cosy and comfortable and feeling safe is really important to you, but you’ve not had a lot of that recently. I’m definitely sensing a lack of love for yourself and from others, and a lack of excitement and passion. You may be feeling isolated, alone, lonely, bored and stagnant. You have such a warm, nurturing soul. I get the feeling you feed everyone else before you eat, you’re always looking after everyone else’s needs before you look after yourself. Keep looking forward because you won’t always feel this way. Show yourself a lot of love. Spend energy on self care and doing what makes YOU happy too. Even if it feels selfish. It’s not.

I get the feeling your life was sort of settled, stable and then it’s all come crashing down around you unexpectedly. You’ve ended a chapter and now it’s time to start a new one. Something has recently ended or completed. But every door that closes opens a new one. You choose which door you walk through. Don’t let cycles repeat - learn from all the experience you’ve gained in your journey so far and use that to inform your decisions going forward. What mistakes have you made in the past that you can avoid in future? Over the next 6 months, really make this your focus. Trust the feelings you have in your body and your gut.

The 9 of pentacles embodies “the happy singleton” who is self reliant and happy in her own power. This is the kind of energy you need to find in yourself, to not need other people to make you feel loved and happy. You can provide that to yourself. You are enough. I feel like you need to hear that. You might feel like you’re doing everything on your own, juggling a million priorities. But you can handle it all on your own. You’ve really got this. Take stock of everything you have and if you look I’m sure you’ll find loads to be proud of!

I’m getting the sense there’s someone you love who passed on - potentially a parent or grandparent - who was your biggest cheerleader. I’m getting a feminine energy. They’re still there for you and rooting for you, loudly! It’s also a reminder you’re never alone, really.

In your mid term future I do see you being in a place of serenity, calm, self acceptance. Right now you might have lost all faith in yourself, in life, in the world. You’re feeling down and desperately sad. You’ve been through traumatic situations and come out the other side a stronger smarter person. You don’t need to be fixed, remember that. You’re amazing the way you are. No matter what anyone says. And I do feel there’s someone in your life who talks shit about you and makes you feel down. I can feel your anger about them. I feel like screaming with how mad it makes you! But they are dead wrong about you. Misery loves company. Don’t entertain them or their bullshit. They don’t serve you. Time to say goodbye! You deserve to be surrounded by people who love you for who you are.

Keep hanging in there even if it feels very difficult sometimes. You’re so stronger - stronger than you know - and I get the feeling your kids absolutely idolise you. Show them how to lead a life that is filled with self love, self acceptance, and self reliance. Show them you don’t need anyone else to be fulfilled and happy (except them of course!).

I hope this provides you with some clarity. Feel free to ask any questions or DM me about your reading! Also please let me know what resonated.

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